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- This is such a little thing, in light of all the other crap I (and everyone else on here!) puts up with on a daily basis, but for some reason, THIS behavior gets my heart racing and my blood boiling more than most others. I cannot even fathom why,...
- I cannot take credit for this, it was posted on another forum I belong to. I hope she won't mind me reporting here; what she wrote is so powerful and puts into words something I've never really been able to express. It has been somehow freeing to me...
- After so many years of abuse and mistreatment, I know it's easy to look at humankind a little differently, to see evil lurking in places we never would have seen it before. I know I am one who is guilty of looking at the world through rose colored...
- Well, I just started another fight, actually totally accidentally. He comes home, gets in shower, then starts to get dressed (it was nearly 8 pm). I go in the room and ask if he wants to eat dinner. He replies "Nope, I'm headed across the bridge". I...
- So, I have learned a lot from this forum and all the wonderful people here, as well as from all the reading I've been doing. I have gotten better at not engaging him, although he usually keeps pushing until I finally do engage, and about not taking...
- So last night I worked a long day...left my house at 7:30am, spent 25 freaking minutes on the side of the road with a smoking vehicle, worked, had to leave to pick up my youngest from school sick (another hour and a half on the road), went BACK to...
- Hi everyone! I'm back, and unfortunately STILL in hell. This will be a long update, so I apologize in advance. My plans had been going along quite well, my girls and I were moving into the shelter the end of April. Then my youngest daughter had a...
- I've been off the grid for quite some time, car trouble,phone broke, a suspicious chain of events but nothing catastrophic to be honest. Unfortunately, my deadline came and went and I'm still here, still fighting. Finally told him two weeks ago that...
- So, I am obviously going to leave while he is at work and I am going to leave him a letter. I know that in the grand scheme of things it probably doesn't matter. I am just trying to be decent and some small part of me is hoping that it will stave...
- So...I've moved up my move out date to the 10th or 11th of March. Suddenly I'm a nervous wreck and starting to worry about all the things that could go wrong and how the girls are going to take being in the shelters and the cat and him...
- Okay, so I talked to his mom last night. I talk to her regularly, not about him but just in general because I honestly like his mother:-) She mentioned that he had stopped by on Saturday angry and ranting because his "new toy" (the newest car he...
- Okay, I will spare you guys the background story this time:-) Just a quick bit of info that is relevant to this discussion: Sex ceased to be enjoyable for me nearly 14 years ago, at least with my h. It has never been about intimacy or my needs, but...
- So, let me begin this rant by saying that my family and friends do NOT come to my house....for obvious reasons. Yet, my youngest brother has been having some serious difficulties. He had no electricity for a month, finally got it turned back on,...
- Lord, here we go again. First let me say, in the interest of full disclosure, that I did lie to him. Two years ago, when I was planning the move here,I filled my taxes and claimed both girls before he could. I'm not saying it wasn't wrong, I know it...
- Today was the girls first session with the therapist. They were nervous. In fact the younger one was so vocal about not wanting to be there it was slightly embarrassing :-) I saw mine while the two of them split this first hour. It went amazingly...