sweettheresap
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- Hi all! I have been off for awhile, but oh how I've missed this site and all the wonderful people on it!!!I wish I could say that things are going great--that I've finally gotten myself together and am living on a beach somewhere, enjoying life....
- Hi everyone. I've been off for awhile, just trying to get things situated. I just wanted to thank all of you for your responses to my confused, chaotic, and scared posts! I can't always respond individually, but I wanted you to know how much I...
- Just a side note. I should probably be concerned that I am feeling such glee over someone else's misfortune, but.....nope, can't do it! He got home last night and the left side of his face...his jaw all the way up to his eye is very swollen. Said no...
- So he has no idea that I found his keys or that I went through his file box, but he does know I saw those pictures and I am at a breaking point. He brought home a shredder last night, took off work today (to vote lol), and has been shredding...
- I'm sorry guys. I am rather needy lately; I promise to be less needy soon (God I hope so anyway). I posted this conversation in my journal, but I realized I would actually like some feedback on it; you know some sanity to counteract his insanity. I...
- I won't get into the entire interaction last night, but I finally was granted very limited access to my h's phone. He has a video downloaded that someone apparently sent to him, of a woman masturbatlng. But that, to me, was not the most disturbing...
- I've been thinking tonight. I was a bit upset with myself for feeling like I was in the same place on Nov. 1, 2014 as I was on this same date in 2013 (and 2012, 2011......). But, when I really thought about it, I may be in this relationship still,...
- So, after going through the super secret junk in his file box (and yes, most of it is junk), I'm no closer to finding hard evidence of cheating other than that envelope. Even the cards and letters were either empty envelopes or from me. However, I...
- Okay, he's going to go off the deep end. We've been fighting about this for years, with me saying I don't make enough to pay what I have to and still get my teeth fixed, etc and him telling me I'm just being selfish, what about poor little ol him,...
- I posted this in my journal for my own memories, but I just had to post it here to complain to others who will understand:-) I was off yesterday, and I'm off again today. My job owes me 56 hours of vacation time and cannot give me a week plus off...
- Things have berm relatively peaceful in my house for a couple of weeks, of course I've been sick but I will take what I can get:) Today was my day off, as it always is, but our youngest had a therapy appointment (he thought it was a dr appointment...
- I'm sorry guys. I'm here to get a little outside perspective about my situation at work, not my relationship. I'm not sure my mind is really in the best place to objectively evaluate. First, a little background.I started with my company almost 4...
- The past few weeks/months have been particularly trying with uNPDh. Actually, nearly a year has been that way...since I began to work on gathering my strength and knowledge, and on becoming a better person. Oh yeah, and attempting to erect...
- Our youngest daughter had an intake appointment today at the center for children. It takes three visits for the intake portion, and I have to sit in on each of these appointments. Following this, she will begin therapy with counselor, and if needed...
- Had a family reunion today. Our last reunion was about 7 years ago, the last time I really saw this part of my family was at my sisters funeral 5 years ago. I wasn't looking forward to going, my h of course refused to go, and he started an argument...