shendelzare
Status: Insanity: doing the same stupid shit over n over expecting different outcomes
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Its been a whole year since i tried to kill myself and ended up in the loony bin :Dmom is acting all weird today over sentimental and shit calling old friends and people thanking them for their...
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loneliness means you miss someone or something, it is a symbol of your yearn and desire for something that is missing in your life. It is a lot like the concept of Hijar (departure/distancing of...
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I couldnt stop I just couldnt stop and get that thought out of my head I cant stop.That same thought that same impulse inside me I kept telling myself no kept trying to stop myself but I just couldnt...
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okay so I cant stop obsessing I constantly keep mailing this person and there was a half smoked cigarette butt lying outside the gym today I cant get it out of my mind. And I just heard a poem...
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I'm fuckedI got730 physics and 690 maths which is way way lower than what i needed
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I thought long and hard about what to writebut the words never came they just never didi looked up and i looked the other way but the words they never came no never did come t'was as if god...
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Davy jones was a sailor in love with the sea... He once fell in love with a woman as untamable and wild as the sea; she made him captain of the flying Dutchman and charted him with a duty to ferry...
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busy you have no idea how well i know that wordi know it all too well one of the reasons me and sara are over is because I was always "too busy" sigh too fucking busy I had time for everything; the...
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i was a hardcore junkie for 4 years, i lost my job my girlfriend all my friends my morals my dignity the roof on my head and i said to myself whats the point in getting better now everything is lost...
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She mailed me today saying she wanted her account back didnt wanna work with me anymore said she just couldnt handle it anymore and that "I shouldnt take it the wrong way". Oh how my heart bled...
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Dear DS you know I love you with all my heart and I owe an irrepayable debt of gratitude to you for the friends, the sanity, my journal and the other things uv done for me. I want you to know that I...
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I know nobody gives much of a shit or ever reads my blog but on the off chance that one of you actually do stumble onto this blog and actually bother to read it all the way to the end because...
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Im back :DI am really sorry to all my friends especially nikki and JD for not replying this past week I was away and didnt have internet but im back :D
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Albert Einstein said "the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result". I dont know why I expected anything different this time, I messed...
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Just so we are clear this isnt my work its by another torn soul like myself who graciously allowed me to publish it thank you Mehvar (https://www.facebook.com/mehvar) for giving me the honor of...
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