I cut myself again...

I couldnt stop I just couldnt stop and get that thought out of my head I cant stop.
That same thought that same impulse inside me I kept telling myself no kept trying to stop myself but I just couldnt I couldnt.
Theres blood everywhere puddles of it, this is my worst self harm incident yet if you discount my suicide attempts and that one time when I broke my hand...
Fuck me I think Im gonna need stitches again o well shit happens right