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sleeping in the dark

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Yesterday, i went over to my aunt's place to sleepover. My mom out of the blues decided to make a big fuss about my leaving the sink wet. She usually likes it dry. I didn't find it necessary to dry it because it was still before sleep time. Anyways,...
Idk...

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I don't know. Maybe its me thinking it or not but, have you ever had days where it was just totally quiet and you are also? I know that PTSD affects the quality of relationships with those around you and with me, it's perfectly evident. But then i...
Unbalanced emotions

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I recently went 2 weeks ago for a research clinical study. I think I mentioned it before but this is the short version: last week, it was for the more in depth questions and repetitive also. Very exhausting afterwards.Since that interview, I am more...
weird dream yesterday

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Ok. I usually don't remember dreams. But this time, i remembered one because i woke up fighting a cat.I don't know if any of you believe in the power of dreams But I do. Let me tell you what I remember:- I was by myself, what looked like an alley...
Not a friend of the dark

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The night before, I had memories come back into my head about my childhood. I remembered the abuse between my brother and my sister. I thought, " why did he do that to her? why her?" Those were during my teenage years.My brother was really strung...
LASHED out

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I lashed out on my sister while we were on the phone.My sister, left me a voicemail yesterday. I didnt call her back. I texted her and told her I heard her voicemail. She wanted to talk. When I talked( via text), i told her how I felt. I was...
Triggered big time

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So I went to the kitchen, wanted to get a bite. I tell my dad to take out the letter sent by the Landlord so my mom can see it. As she got upset, I tried to be rational with her so I can calm her down. My brother who is doing some workout, hears my...
Doesn't it get to you?

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Yesterday, I went in for an interview for a clinical study research program for PTSD. They have different options of therapies and studies they are making. Anyways, I went in and it lasted for about an hr or so. I come back home and my mom asked me...
Really gets under my skin

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Hello guys. I am writing right now really frustrated and misunderstood. My mom has a way of speaking to me that really irritates me and just gets deep under my skin. According to my PTSD, one of the most difficult things for me is being able to have...
Feel like a monster

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PTSD has become this monster that i have to fight with. As I have the idea of moving out of my home in the back of my head,i just really hate how I come out to my parents. I know so have been through a lot but it doesn't seem fair to treat them the...
I think I did the right thing?

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Words cant describe anything right now. I am at a total loss for words. Part of dealing with PTSD is with the relationships you have with ppl around you, most likely not the best ones or Rocky ones.My brother's girlfriend is expecting a baby girl,...
I thought you would've been the one for me

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Here I am. These past couple of months has not only been life-changing but also emotions of that day lives in me. I remember how we spent the days getting to know each other. We started off as friends. We spent a lot of time together. I remember, it...
Constantly making me feel small...

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Today I was in the kitchen and I decided to prepare my own food to eat. Then, she saw how I was getting ready to fry some food when all of a sudden she got upset and was telling me how to do it. She started to complain about me and tell me how I...
Did I just blow things out of proportion?

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Today I went on FB to check out one of my best friend's page. I noticed that there was a picture, under his photography album and it looked so much like NYC.Anyways, I sent him an old picture of us and asked him if we were still friends. He...

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