FindingKatB
Status: Life is a war, so choose your battles carefully...
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- Pain. Chronic, sharp pain. Lately, it has been overwhelming. Takes out a lot energy and leaves me limited. I am grateful for the new therapist I have who understands PTSD and depression. But, lately, It's just exhausting. I know I am going through a...
- Never in my entire life have I been so confused and lost. I am so grateful for the attorney I've been assigned to. He's kept me updated with everything. Just today, I was informed about the charges being presented on Monday. Not only were questions...
- It's been a while since I've posted. Lots of craziness lately, but I really am out of comfort zone. What I mean by that is that I can't stop getting the images of myself as being seen as a patient than just a "regular" human being. I know there is...
- I am frightened and angry about the side effects I've been having from taking sertraline 50mg.- increased agitation- inability to express my anger- increased appetite????
- I was awaken by a dream. Dream shook me and I couldnt go back to sleep.How do you deal with bad dreams or nightmares? My dream involved my brother and I, for those who know what I written about lately. It felt real but symbolic. It brought back a...
- What the hell is happening to me? I am dumbfounded and f-ing confused. I am more and more dissociated, disconnected from reality, and my mind still thinks I am not home.I know what these things are but I am completely disconnected between myself and...
- At the Psychiatric Institute of NY. Been here for about 1 1/2 weeks. I am going out of my mind...How do you manage all the time you have when you are hospitalized? I am profoundly tired and weary. I try to do what I can but this, this is a total...
- I wrote a while ago I was part of a clinical study for ptsd with different psychotherapies offered. Today was the official wrap-up. It was my last day, short discussion. It lasted about an hr but it was the most heart-wrenching because I concluded...
- So today, for those who have read my latest journal entry, I had a outpatient follow-up appointment with one of the psychologists/social workers. A lot was spoken and said. Lasted longer than expected. Also, went in to hand in documents for my...
- I have this crazy thought going through my head: I wish I were dead. I know I get obsessive or intrusive thoughts, but lately, since my meeting my attorney, I have not been able to express myself clearly and my isolation has increased even more from...
- Yesterday, I went to the Bronx D.A.'s office to speak and meet up with my lawyer. The first thing he asked was "tell me about what happened". I can not keep repeating myself about what happened. I don't think I can keep repeating or regurgitate my...
- I don't know if this is usual under ptsd but I been having immense cravings lately for cheese, anything cheese. I don't know what to make of this neither do I think this is normal. I've been craving breakfast food and my hunger is intensely strong....
- I may have hit on this before but I want to mention it again, full detail.I feel incredibly paranoid that I did not even brush my teeth yesterday. Am I crazy for saying this? I know I am not but more and more my want to even take care of myself...
- I've been a member of this support group for over 5 months. Throughout time, I have seen a difference within myself. But lately, there is this agonizing bothersome feeling that: is this what the rest of my f-ing life is gonna be like? Might be my...
- My brother was arrested earlier this day. My parents are officially my enemies. The ex-wife blackmailed me in saying that if he goes to jail, I will never see her kids again and same goes to the current gf. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't know what to...