yadlim
Status: Sometimes the dragon wins
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- A week ago yesterday I think, I finally got my new pain doc to change my pain meds... I went from just opiates that were not working anymore, to gabapentin (which is probably spelled wrong). I am having every side effect in the book, er that I think...
- It is too quiet today. I am too tired. I can't pack anymore today - though with all the help we got a lot done. I tried to sleep, but that is not happening. So this is my 5th day on gabapentine (no clue if I spelled that right). The first night I...
- The Cowboy WayThis is a tale of a fund raiser gone wrong...________________________________________I love to tell this tale, my friend will kill me if she finds out, but she can do that later. Now I have not changed any names to protect Bev or...
- today has been very productive. I have organized the disaster that has been my packing into the back room with bins with like items in stacks where I can find what has gone where. Check mark.I got five bins that were partially full, sorted and tight...
- My dogs are fed the easy way - every time the food dish is empty, I add 40lbs of dog food to it. It last about a month. I refilled the dog food yesterday. I know they like it best when it is fresh, but it works for us. The collie is 'digging' in the...
- I love you guys so much for all the support!!I did not want to take anyone else's post to left field to go into my day. I put a full detailed description of my day in the chronic pain group... but not all of you are there and I did not want to leave...
- So today was VA cardio day. We call it that because no matter where you think you are supposed to be, you get sent to the far side of the hospital only to be sent right back to where you started. Today it was a cardio day because they have moved the...
- My hubby is ill. He feels like death warmed over. I KNOW this. He is not faking it... but I also know that he is ill because I wanted him to do something he did not want to do. He has not worked in 3 years, but admitted to me a few days ago that...
- Apparently I have used this title before. I have a long day ahead of me. Hubby is sick - and whinny. I understand not feeling well, but somewhere along the way I have lost sympathy for being ill or pain. I try not to, but I just don't have the...
- So... tomorrow I see the pain clinic group again at the VA. It will be my fourth visit.1st - Kyboshed getting a pain pump. Jerked me off my muscle relaxantants cold turkey - sent me to weekly workshops meetings for a month. Wow. Refuse to see that...
- I am not having a good day. I am trying to take is easy on the pain meds as I used too much earlier this week and I am in danger of running out - so I am in wrenching pain hanging out around 8/9 with spikes up to 10. That would be enough to keep me...
- It is too quiet here. So I am posting....I should go wake up hubby from his nap... but that takes standing up. I just don't want to deal with how much that will hurt right now. If he is not up in another half an hour I will go...It is hard right...
- hate people hate peopleI am easily bullied by just about anyone. There has been an older lady who fusses who constantly wants to help, especially with those things I can't do out at the stable. She is not very horse savvy, and her horse is almost...
- I adore my hubby. We have been best friends for decades... and sometimes his brains fall out. Sigh. The Pain Management doctors won't work on my meds until I have done the sleep test for sleep apnea... turns out they called him to make an apt three...
- I thought I had gotten away most of the family drama in my life... And here it is crashing around my head until I have nothing left...I have almost no contact with my side of the family at all. We have some contact with hubby's mom - she is...