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- It is a button I never thought I would push... I am going to get on my friend's horse. I don't know how far we will get. I might just get into the saddle with my daughter holding him until I stop shaking and get off. I might be able to be led around...
- ... but I am pretty sure very few people here can watch it. For those who CAN, or who want to point someone else in the direction of what it is like to have a repressed memory come back in flashbacks, "Z Nation", which is a zombie series, number...
- I don't like it when other people's stress bleeds over into my life. I have enough of my own stress to deal with other people's stress. Looking behind, as Gandalf would say, has made me realize that it has not been my stress that has had me nearly...
- And it got me feeling sorry for myself. Not sure if feeling sorry or anger or just trying to push through acceptance is best. I feel like I take too many pills...The two little bottles of thyroid replacement I get four times a year is the cost of...
- I am sure all of us remember a point in time when we, as kids, thought nothing could hurt worse than a stubbed toe. Since then, as we have gotten more and more damaged, our definition of "the worse pain ever" has changed and changed again. This is...
- Anger is my fall back emotion. I prefer numb, but numb does not have any energy to get things done. When I am numb I just sit and pretend the whole world does not exist. When I can't do that, I try to be happy, but that takes something to be happy...
- There is too much hate in my life. I have to work on that... but for today, I get to be mad. It helps channel other emotions that might tear me apart otherwise. My friend who watches my horses has been working every day, all day for a week and a...
- First and foremost - use this to go left field all you want!!!Hubby was up and out the door for his new job at 4:30am this morning. He should be starting home about now, or might be already on his way, but it is an hour and a half each way. He has...
- sigh - this weekend is going to SUCK. 1st, hubby works 12 hours a day for the next three days. He has to leave at 4:30am. Good money, bad for my paranoia. Daughter is the next three nights... We have two vehicles, one car one SUV that can tow, but I...
- It has been a long time. I am not sure how much of that time I could have been functional, but chose to hide instead I guess that is not entirely true... I did get a Bachelor's Degree with a 3.47 GPA. There were more 50+ page research papers than I...
- So this came up in another post, and I thought it was well worth actually discussing. How many people get asked to share their medications? How do you deal with it?I have been lucky enough to not have many people in my life who are looking to get...
- My MIL called a couple weeks ago to tell us she had a case of the beagles! I love this phrase!!!Apparently a neighbor had a leaky fence and was out of town until morning, so MIL kept the dogs overnight. She does not currently have any dogs so had...
- Some of you have noted that there have been at least one school shooting recently... I don't know if there was more than one as we are concentrating on the one that happened about 20 miles away. I am not going to give all the details, but it...
- So after a nap after I got home yesterday, I wrote this wonderfully detailed accounting of what happened... and then the power went out for an hour. At that point my laptop decided to ignore all the times I have told it I do NOT want to upgrade from...
- So after a nap after I got home yesterday, I wrote this wonderfully detailed accounting of what happened... and then the power went out for an hour. At that point my laptop decided to ignore all the times I have told it I do NOT want to upgrade from...