yadlim
Status: Sometimes the dragon wins
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- Hey all!!So how is your weekend treating ya? I just got finished with a ten minute burst of activity, took my pain meds, and am now waiting for the pain to subside. I decided this morning that I am tired of the house being dirty. Hubby SUCKS at...
- Or human incompetence take your pick. Last month hubby spent hours on the phone trying to secure me an apt with my GP doc in accordance with the letter I got saying that since Hydrocodone is now a schedule II drug. My doc flat refused to see me (he...
- Maybe I can stop this from expanding if I write it out. Right now it wants to take over my mind, my emotions, make my hands shake, send me screaming into the other room. I don't usually remember my childhood, for a good reason, er, reasons. Things...
- I pushed a bit today, to get things done that needed doing. I got the dog play yard fixed, and moved 4 bins full of chainmail as well as one of my display boxes from the cargo trailer to the house... The trailer is leaking and needs to be emptied...
- I am sure everyone is tired of hearing this, but if I don't very somewhere I will have to kill my hubby. I know he is sick. I know why he is sick - it is a combination of stress, PTSD, depression, and mold. I also know that he is driving me crazy...
- OK, though last night started out great, it ended horrible for other reasons (hubby is down with cellulitis again). Anyway, I am here at my computer at 5am hoping that I can get pain under control so I can go back to bed. I am paranoid as so much...
- I doubt this will trigger anyone else. This is my own personal trigger. Hubby is sick. That is my trigger. Yup, Stressed, shaking, vision going in and out, want to do nothing but curl up and scream the world away. I know things will be fine. This...
- many many years ago when I was in college, I was going to be gone for a couple of weeks. The stable my horse was at had no turn out and unless you got your butt out there every day, your horse sat in a 10x10 stall all day long. Well, I could not do...
- It is cold and rainy here in the Northwest, enough to make the joints ache and the mind feel dulled by all the gray clouds. So today we are going to a Scottish castle, I have not picked a particular one, so we are going to go generic today. And...
- That was a phrase my psych doc used to describe when I was apparently doing great, but it was because I just could not take any more input and had gone completely emotionally numb. I have been hiding at home, too physically spent to venture into...
- Animal collecting... Sigh. This is a real addiction!!As a kid I had hundreds, yes hundreds of animals, but I did live on a farm and most of them were named pet livestock. As a teen I somehow managed with only half a dozen horses, a dozen goats, and...
- So by now most of everyone on this board has heard the big to do about hydrocodone going to Schedule II and the issues it is causing. Sigh... and my trials and tribulations are on going with this, what should be a simple matter. I got a letter in...
- I went to bed at midnight due to an afternoon nap and the friggen dogs wake me at 5:30am demanding they have to go outside RIGHT NOW or there will be dire consequences.... so they can bark at the trash being picked up. Now I have to wait until they...
- Back in June I was down to less than 30 minutes a day of being interactive or moving. It was in June or July that the Pain Management team actually did something and added Gabapentine (which I may or may not have spelled correctly). The very first...
- sigh. Big major things don't usualy trigger me. It is the little things that just freak me out. Looking at the things that trigger me is actually a really silly list... Hubby overdrawing the bank account by $9 sent me shaking in the bedroom for more...