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- Ok people... hugs and hope to all! I am going to get us back to checking in every day, honest!! I might even get it done in the morning tomorrow!So our late lunch/early dinner is a warm lodge with a huge stone fireplace with room for everyone to get...
- I have spent the last few months fighting to get pain back under control - with little hope of it actually working. I have been switched to morphine ER, but I am not able to get off the hydrocodone and also move. I am ok if all I am doing is sitting...
- So the day started out ok. I spent a couple hours trying to get physical pain under control as I had aggravated my spinal injury a few days ago. It was to no avail and physically I wanted nothing more than to spend the day lying flat in bed,...
- I tried to take a nap today. It did not go well. I went and laid down in the bedroom, bringing Bucky the Rough Coated Collie and Misha the Great Pyrenees in with me. This keeps Misha from destroying the living room while I am sleeping. We did our...
- Bucky, Buckbeak from Harry Potter, has been loved his whole life. He spent his first 12 weeks in a barn where he lived with his litter mates and livestock in the next stall. He was never alone if not perfectly people socialized. When he came home...
- So, if things work out, I am going to be actively working my small microscopic business this next year. I put my business aside for a couple years to finish a degree, only taking the occasional custom order. I was sent an email from the merchant...
- Ok - that requires some serious background as anyone who knows me knows I am basically home-bound and teetering on the brink of giving up walking for a wheelchair. Back in 2008, unable to hold a job as too much pain was screwing up my ability to...
- So, I almost put Monday morning. Hubby's work schedule has me all tweeked as to what day it is. Sometimes he works two days in a row, sometimes three. The same goes for his days off, sometimes two, sometimes three. I know that in a two week period...
- my daughter thinks I should go lay down for a nap, but I worry if I do I will spend another night unable to sleep. Today is my second day working to wean off of the vicoden and onto time release morphine. I have been on it before, back when I first...
- Hey all... I know this was not my idea, but I think it is a great subject. Being female, I can only tell you what I think and what I see. From my perspective, I see my hubby as SAFE. He is strength for me to curl into or to stand between me and the...
- Between the new Federal regulations, my idiot doctor, and an ever stupider mailman, I had to try to stretch my opiate pain meds an extra week. Yeah, they did not make it. Today I am on the other side of the DTs from opiates, so finally had a clear...
- So my vicoden is now three days over due. I stretched them out a day, but for the last two days I have been in full DTs. I hate my life. Hubby is being a butt when he gets home... I hate when he works IT. He gets snappy. Also, when he is not at...
- I spent a very long day yesterday with my daughter while we took my horse to a farrier school to address his lameness issue. It is cheap. It allows me to afford care I otherwise could not do... but as it is done by students with a master farrier...
- HUGS to allI thought I would bring this up as a general topic rather than individual topics as I think it applies to most if not all of us. We get embarrassed because of what is wrong with us. Panic attacks cause more embarrassment than anyone wants...
- So instead of bonding with my daughter over making her a dress for an upcoming wedding she is going to.... I am at my computer in tears because I hurt too much to just be alive right now. I am 'making my pain meds stretch' as my vicoden is supposed...