I'm so tired of keeping it together. I don't want to fight. I don't want to be strong. I wish I had someone to lean on in during these times. but I don't. I mean I have my friends but I have to stay healthy in their eyes. I can't have them taking care of me or worrying about me anymore. I feel stuck. I just want someone to hold me and make everything better. I shouldn't have to yell at my mom to be the parent. My grandpa shouldn't be in the hospital. I don't want to deal with the real world anymore. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep forever.
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It\'s okay to be weak. I know how weird that sounds but every now and then you need to let yourself feel. Don\'t hide it all. And I\'m sure your friends wouldn\'t mind. If you ever wanted to just spill everything, I will always listen. And we worry because we love you. So remember, it\'s okay to be weak at times.
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