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- i am so sick of all of this, yes the past month has been nice and quiet and of course he's back now, telling me the laundry needs to be done, the house is a mess when are you going to clean it, mean while he is home all day every day and does mostly...
- I don't know whats wrong with me lately, one day i think i know what i want the next i have no clue. Being in the relationship for 15 years make it really hard to let go i guess, plus the fact that he has been actually pretty normal lately, not...
- so Im supposed to be leaving on monday, my feelings about that are yeah right, like im ever going to do it. Blah! This week ive been flip flopping alot in how i actually feel, one minute i think he's not so bad, the next i think what an asshole. If...
- So im 1.5 weeks away from October 1st which was the date i set to leave, well I don't know if its going to happen but i really want it to. This week there hasn't been any yelling, well there actually hasn't been any in a month or so, not like it...
- He's done it again, made me feel guilty again. He came to my moms house yesterday and was talking to her waiting for a package. He said that hes been working so hard on his invention and that hes almost there and that he is going to finally be able...
- I know i need to leave him and im driving myself crazy, slowly dying inside every day i continue to stay with him. I know i shouldn't feel guilt for wanting to leave but i do, i don't know how to get past it, i'm obsessed with the thought of...
- I'm so tired if fighting this depression and not being able to just leave,I feel immense guilt of leaving, I know I shouldntt,I just don't see how I will eve be able to do this...
- Somebody posted this poem in one of my groups, this is so much of how i feel, and thought others would enjoy it as well. Returning Faith Lynette Gutwein You took away my innocence My hopes, my dreams, my youthYou took from me my very soulWhat could...
- I am a 32 year old woman, been married to my husband for 10 years, together 15, we have one son. I recently starting seeing a trauma advocate through the local womens shelter here because of my verbally and emotionally abusive husband. I have just...
- I see all of your success stories from having left your abusers and gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling that you all were able to escape. I'm so happy for all of you for being able to get out and live through this. I of course am still stuck with him...
- Had my 3rd meeting with the womens shelter here and this time with a trauma advocate, she was really nice and seemed genuinly concerned with my situation, was really easy to talk to. So i told her my situation and she feels i need to leave asap, not...
- Just feeling really stressed out today, last week friday had my first meeting with woman's shelter, felt good to open up to someone and have them listen to me and validate what i was feeling. this weekend though i opened my stupid mouth and blirted...
- So I took the step and contacted the womens shelter in my area today and set up a time to meet with an advocate on friday, I'm not exactly sure what to expect but it can't hurt to go and talk to someone. I know i want to leave my marriage but...
- I was having a decent week even though my moods are often flip floppy because of the stress of living with him, they flip flop to keep up with him.Now today i come to work and talk to my mom, i love my mom to death but yesterday my H stopped by and...
- Im finding it really hard to recall the things that have been said to me over the past 10 years, I dont know if Im just blocking them out or what but i definitely know i have been wronged.So i thought i would try to come up with some instances to...