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- This week I've decided to go back into counseling at the local women's shelter, I've been thinking about it for a long long time and finally convinced myself to call. The woman I was seeing has left to further her education but I will be speaking...
- This song is just beautiful, i dont know if anyone else found and posted this but it is just perfect, please take a listen. The lyrics are spot on and has such potential to be an actual song. http://youtu.be/H2_09wFyujQ
- Ok, this is what happened last night, we had an argument and I went outside to have a cigarette, he followed me out a few minutes later and started up again. I was just done with it, I've been trying to just walk away lately and not play into his...
- I haven't posted in a very long time, I guess kind of in denial of the whole thing that if I don't think about it, I don't have to deal with it. Well that hasn't helped at all, lately I have been getting more and more depressed with the fact that I...
- Over the past week, we have had 4 blowouts from my oh so wonderful husband(sarcasm)! I thought I should document it because well I tend to forget what the fights are even about because most of them are so stupid and trivial. Then I start to think,...
- So today is my 33rd birthday.... Another year passing me by, not really accomplishing anything at all besides being alive and trying to be a good mother. Thats all I have left in me, to survive. He knows I am fed up and tired of him, but thinks I...
- As you all know I have been wanting to leave my EA husband for the past year on here, well the past probably 6 in life but haven't succeeded yet. I am at the point where I am so stressed out I can barely function anymore and everything that he does...
- So I have been thinking alot and I know what needs to be done. My plan is I'm hoping to leave mid march, I would like to leave today but it just is not possible right now. I work for a family business and my husband is working part time for us right...
- http://youtu.be/1q3LEadIk3wEvery Storm by Gary AllanMakes me think of what could be
- today he had a huge blow up because my son stayed home sick from school, im sorry i cant send him to school when he is sick and the school would just send him home anyway. no he is not as sick as a i thought but he couldnt go coughing and sneezing...
- This is something that I have to do, if i dont leave my husband, i know i will be miserable for the rest of my life, and who wants to live that way, not me! I'm so sick of the constant put downs and controlling behaviour. I think after 32 years of...
- Obviously we love these men otherwise it wouldn't be so hard to just walk away. I'm at the end of my rope,as well is my family, they want me out,I want me out. He is stuck in Ooohh poor me mode because my mother got on his ass yesterday about how he...
- Ok, so yesterday, I took my son to his dr. because for the past 4-5 years(he's 9), he worries about everything, like if he has cancer, or some other illness or if I'm going to die or he's going to die, if zombies are real, if the worlds going to...
- I'm wondering if anyone else has dealt with this, my near 9 year old son constantly worries about stuff. I don't know if it if because I have a panic anxiety disorder or if its from being in a home with emotional abuse. He worries about things like...
- Been having a lot of dreams lately, most have been really good, last nights not so much. I dreamt that I finally had gotten up the courage to leave him and he wasn't even fighting me about it, it was going great until I turned to my son, who is...