Journey
Last night i came home and went straight to my bed. The fatigue ive been feeling seems debilitating but i try and keep going. My boss at work commented yesterday she felt that i wasnt eating properly but she doesnt see what i eat in the morning or at night.
People have been out with the flu at work. It seems like the strain gets worse every year and someone was telling me there was a local hospital that closed itself off to visitors because it was ao bad.
I am in hermit mode again and want to shut everyone out. I long for a campfire and trees and the sound of the wind.
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Bossy Bitch that I am, I'm gonna join your work boss in the opine that you are not eating properly. Setting an uber-productive pace I can keep calls for proportionate fuel charges. If I wait until my off hours to refuel the tank, the systems are going to be drained and dragging by the time those rest hours have arrived.
Opine over. . . It remains yours to sort.
I like to light candles on the nights I am craving a campfire and all its ambient joys but the comfort is not available. 'Tis not as good as the real McCoy, but it does a better imitation than my e-screens. At least I get to watch a flame dance.
I get that way sometimes. to....I just want peace and solitude. Luckily, I live alone so I pretty much have it until company comes to visit.
It's just our minds needing to recharge and get ready to put up with other ego's in this world. It's not easy at times but the campfire and the Peace of being alone with just ourselves changes how we view the world and gives us the answers we need to survive in this world. ....hugs