malibumark

Starting the day and just pumping myself up. I am looking forward to it.I just am reminding myself to look ahead and keep taking care of survival stuff. Make it a good day!!!

I went to work today. Things are good.I'm getting used to my extreme emotions.Well I am starting to see like, when I wake up in the morning,my mind has me all turned around, and that this is 'par for...

long story short, I experienced some relationship issues today...I became heated with panick and a sense of the unjust inside me...I was about to call my therapist and leave a message but I...

I am afraid this morning I'm feeling really needy and unhappy with myself. I'm at work though waiting for it to start. I've got to remember this is about survival. Doing a good job will be my reward...

yesterday something in me kept pestering me to reach further... to try harder.....when I was at home....that I wasn't quite 'enough' yet...in how much I tried or put out there...and then I tried a...

Starting the work day here. Pumping myself up! Go go go!:)

I am very grateful for what I have..and yet starting to yearn for more...I am referencing a perspective on accomplishments that I have madeand yet also realizing I have to wait til there's some more...

I feel like I might have written this before....but never in this kind of packaging...Yesterday I came home from my parents' house...reeling and thinking from my timethere...I became aware of certain...

I think maybe thinking it's one or the other is an unhelpful extreme. No need to polarize the existence of the twoideas. I do though tend to try and self improveand I also find lately I am awakening...

I'm awake but Blue isn't:)

I am seeing this morning that with all the twists and turns my mind takes.... and shortcomings I have and positive too...I'm still trying to live my best life.I'm trying to keep on keeping on 

I've been feeling both very grateful and happy, contented with the humblelife I am living...I take care of myself and my cat, I take pride in doing a good jobat work and have a sense of achievement...

For some reason my mind started attacking me this morning. I slept wellbut then it all started as I got ready and drove to work.So I'm pumping myself up for work and just keeping on keeping on.:)