when on my own
I feel like I might have written this before....but never in this kind of packaging...
Yesterday I came home from my parents' house...reeling and thinking from my time
there...I became aware of certain things....and when coming back to my solitary life
(though with Blue)...I realized that when alone...I relate to my feelings and that engine
within...and it can really be a mind $%*@ if I don't keep aware of that...I'm
keeping aware of it, and so, I am awake to what is going on within me..
I've been thinking about relationships as well...and the kinds of relationship I specifically
gravitate towards in life.. those kinds of thoughts are telling me to just keep awake
to that...and to understand we're not all the same...we all can't get along...we all don't want the same things.
Maybe at this moment I am lonely but I have got this love of cat next to me who is
meowing for attention so I gotta go and take care of him! Have a good day guys!! xx
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It’s humanity and bittersweet. We’re all different, keep on keeping on…
I feel you Mark
Gentlest of hugs <3
* tell Blue I said what’s up
Ps, if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to pm me, or write as many journals as you need today (I mean I guess you already know that but just wanted to assure that even when you’re feeling lonely you still have friends that care)
I’ll be around today, I’m having a stuck in bed (back & pain stuff) day so far
Happy Halloween *
Thanks lil missy!! You’re an angel!!
Feel free to do the same ok?:)
Aww thank you :)