afternoon

I went to work today. Things are good.

I'm getting used to my extreme emotions.

Well I am starting to see like, when I wake up in the morning,

my mind has me all turned around, and that this is 'par for the course.'

That idea and survival kept me keep on keeping on.

I think my expectations are changing...and with that I can relate to 

others so much better....and can accomplish more stuff.

I'm cooling down my reactions and not give those rise and falls too much

power.

I'm looking forward to work tomorrow. Then a clinic meeting

with my psychiatrist and then a therapy meeting with my doctor.

I'll go marketing at TJ's after that - and then treat myself 

to something good. Only so many paychecks until Christmas.

I've got to conserve resources for the holiday gifts.