malibumark

I woke up feeling lazy and sad and without discipline. I made some coffee and went back to bed to drink it there. I tried to gather myself and felt powerless, hopeless, endless. Then I  thought on...

I wrote about my day in an email to my therapist earlier.And right now I feel just as though it's not healthy to livea solitary life. I may like to be alone, so I can gather my thoughtsand reflect....

in my keeping of routinesof keeping in touch with a truthor a standardI realize that when I don't have that in my dayor when I become lost in the day - I know I need to rediscovermy sense of path or...

I was doing well Friday and early Saturday morning.Though I kind of was gluttonous.I went to lunch with my Father and 2 family friends and it wasa nice and inspiring time. The 2 friends are young...

I woke up at 4ish- then went back to bed. Finally got showeredand dressed at around 830am. Late rising today.I think I might skip the hike since it's so hot outside right now.My skin burns very...

I had some extra $ today (a payday) and so filled my cupboards with a lot of household staples. Just need two more things and then will go shopping for food tomorrow at Trader Joe’s. My ‘fort’...

I'm at work, getting ready to start.I don't have much to say. Pumping myself up and giving myself a voice ofSupport. Things are good.peace!

I've been taking care of the day here. Went to work.Then had therapy with my Dr around midday.Then did some chores and stayed on schedule in terms of getting meds ready, getting clothes ready,...

I'm here at work, waiting by the clock.I start work soon. Things are good!!Sending good vibes out there!!

I'm at work, waiting for it to start.very grateful for you guys being there.I feel on the outskirts of things for lack of a better way to put it but I love and appreciate what we share here.keep on...

I woke up early this morning and tried to stay asleep until around 530am.Blue needed food early on and then I jumped back in bed.My parents gave me some pizza and pasta to take home with me last...