Nicola37
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- I cry as I write this, I'm nearly 14 months into this life. My world was bombed with grief last May when we lost Ric, since then I have achieved many milestones, Ric would be proud. I have a nice house and car, some money in the bank, our son is...
- I will put this in my journal, but wanted to share with you all. Like all of you my world was blown apart when we lost Ric last May. I felt like someone had picked me up and catapulted me into another world. Slowly i've learnt to sit up, to crawl...
- Just wanted to share..yesterday on the one year anniversary the agency I work for rang me about 4ish to tell me that they had been thinking of me, and hoped I was ok, and that I am doing a fantastic job at the school I'm currently placed at ( even...
- As I am on the verge on one year without Ric, I would like to thank all of you wonderful people who have supported me and carried me through the worst time of my life. Each and everyone of you are special and have and are suffering in pain but...
- Had a strange friend request two days ago from a 22 year old drug addict who lives in N Ireland, who is trying to get clean, and doesn't do the couples thing. It's disappeared this morning thank goodness, but it did freak me out a bit, he cant read...
- It's our sons birthday this week, he will be six on Thursday, and it's the first one without his daddy. I dread the pain he feels; last week he was in a play at school, and he was so lost because daddy wouldn't be going to watch him. He had a dream...
- It's just over ten months since I lost Ric, and I have experienced and am experiencing all the twists and turns of this different life, but over the last week, I have kept waking in the night with a deep sense of shock that he is dead. In the early...
- I haven't returned to work since I lost Ric ten months ago; he was my work partner too, we had worked together for the last sixteen years. Four days before he died, we had been to an interview to secure our new job together.Tomorrow I've got my...
- For those of you that are unfortunately at the beginning of this journey, and for those having a difficult day, or time, I want to tell you that you will have better days and times ahead, and please just hang on in there.I read a book last week for...
- I just wanted to send love and prayers to recentwidow, who is facing her one year anniversary tomorrow without her beloved husband. She hasn't been on DS for a while, the last time I spoke to her she was feeling poorly, and I hope that she is...
- Because I live in the UK, and can't join you wonderful people at your meet up, I decided to join a local young widows group based throughout the UK. I had never even spoken to the people I met today, apart from the leader, so was feeling a bit...
- If you worked for a company that did the following after your partners death would you expose them to the outer world?1) Told employees of his cause of death, but led you to believe something else entirely different.2) Two employees within the work...
- I'm going through a really dark patch lately, pitch black dark, and don't know what to do. I'm losing interest in everything, my voluntary work, reading, watching the tv, just don't see the point in living this horrendous existence anymore. Yes I've...
- I am trying hard, really hard to cope with my life as it is now, coping with being a single parent. I'm trying to get a new job to accommodate this different life, and whilst I know I'm not just going to get handed a job, the fact I'm applying but...
- Well Ive been studying hard to gain my teaching assistant qualification, and working voluntarily at the local school. They let me give the children a small lesson today, just a small group, and I got such a buzz out of it. Although I stll feel...