Nicola37
Status: Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on.......
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Hi RicI'm feeling ok. We have got 2 weeks off for Easter now, we are going to your mums for dinner tomorrow. Thom had a great day on his birthday, the best he could without you. He loved his presents...
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I've had a strange day today. It's been 23 weeks and today is the first day I haven't cried since you've been gone. I did some voluntary help at Thoms school which I enjoyed but found it really...
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I feel like no one cares what we are going through and what we have gone through Ric. Your family didn't even send their best when I attended your inquest; they didn't want to go. They haven't even...
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Can't stop thinking about tomorrow Ric, I'm trying my best to keep busy, but I know the dreaded time is coming. I pray that I am strong and dignified, and all I need to focus on is that you meant the...
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I am feeling truly terrible today. I keep thinking what is the point in anything because you aren't here Ric. Nobody really cares, nobody calls anymore, they've all gone back to their lives, and even...
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I started to sort through a bag of our holiday clothes tonight, as Thomas and I are going to join Rics parents in Cyprus, where Ric, Thom and I always went every year. It was heart wrenching just...
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Today I feel ok, I went to a local group support, and started in tears but finished feeling better that there are people going through the same journey, and that care. I feel that my own people...
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My son woke in the night crying because he was sad that daddy wasn't here. I feel so helpless as all I can do is try to comfort him, when all he wants is the special person in our lives he can't have.
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Had a good evening with Thom, but in the back of my mind, I know it's going to hit again. I feel so desperately sorry that my son has to grow up without his daddy and his daddy is missing out on his...
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I still cant believe this is happening to us. I know hes not here, and I saw his body three times, but I feel like its all a bad dream, we are waiting for him to come back. I so wish I could say to...
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Happy Birthday Ric, today would have been your 50th; we sent you some balloons with messages on, to tell you how much we love and miss you. I dreamt of you ageing last night, that your death had been...
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I've had a strange day today. It's been 23 weeks and today is the first day I haven't cried since you've been gone. I did some voluntary help at Thoms school which I enjoyed but found it really...
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I feel like no one cares what we are going through and what we have gone through Ric. Your family didn't even send their best when I attended your inquest; they didn't want to go. They haven't even...
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Can't stop thinking about tomorrow Ric, I'm trying my best to keep busy, but I know the dreaded time is coming. I pray that I am strong and dignified, and all I need to focus on is that you meant the...
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I am feeling truly terrible today. I keep thinking what is the point in anything because you aren't here Ric. Nobody really cares, nobody calls anymore, they've all gone back to their lives, and even...
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