breathing deeply
yesterday's post had me thinking. what the hell am I doing? I am living by myself. I am in charge of no one but myself. I answer to no one but myself.
So why am I letting my past feelings get to me? I have no idea. But I have put on my big girl panties and refuse to go back to my old ways. No crying (maybe here and there to lease those cleansing tears). No more getting stressed. I am going to go back to praying. It's worked before and I let myself use those doubts to make me weak. I am one strong ass woman who has been through way too much for my years on earth. I deserve a great life.
I need to keep those blessings in mind. My 2 awesome, strong, adorable sons. My simply amazing, can't-put-into-words grandson who lights up my life every day. My health is good. My mental capacity is strong. So why did I succumb to those damn pity him moments again?
He's an ass. He will always be an ass. No matter how much religion he claims. I know him better than he knows himself. I will just start proceedings to go back for contempt charges. Need to save up a little for filing charges but I will proceed. He's going to find out he's messing with the wrong woman. I'm not that weak woman he was married to. I finally grew my own set of balls!
S M I L I N G !!!!!!!
So why am I letting my past feelings get to me? I have no idea. But I have put on my big girl panties and refuse to go back to my old ways. No crying (maybe here and there to lease those cleansing tears). No more getting stressed. I am going to go back to praying. It's worked before and I let myself use those doubts to make me weak. I am one strong ass woman who has been through way too much for my years on earth. I deserve a great life.
I need to keep those blessings in mind. My 2 awesome, strong, adorable sons. My simply amazing, can't-put-into-words grandson who lights up my life every day. My health is good. My mental capacity is strong. So why did I succumb to those damn pity him moments again?
He's an ass. He will always be an ass. No matter how much religion he claims. I know him better than he knows himself. I will just start proceedings to go back for contempt charges. Need to save up a little for filing charges but I will proceed. He's going to find out he's messing with the wrong woman. I'm not that weak woman he was married to. I finally grew my own set of balls!
S M I L I N G !!!!!!!
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Good for you. I also knew the ex better than he knew his self. They forget who we were and what we could do before we married them.
Another good journal counting your blessings. (((HUGS)))
Yes, way to go. My sweet innocent ex was the same. They really thought that we were going to roll over and die without them. Go for everything that is yours. Hugs.
Lol. Grew a set? Hahaha. . You always had them sister
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thanks friends
(((HUGS)))