valgal18
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- i was thinking about this today and i wanna know if anyone does something similar.......i have very few friends because i'm extremely shy and a lot of people seem to hate me when they meet me......it's very hurtful really to realize this.....and i...
- so my parents and i went to my grandparents' house last night o celebrate the new year and then we spent the night.....my brother came back from college and the other one was here and they threw a party with their friends.....my parents and i came...
- so i was talking to my mom last night and i told her that we had had the same insurance that we're going to get in march the time i started going to therapy-hope that made sense.....well we got into an arugement and she was saying that my dad feel...
- so i was raped in october 2009 but also in late january 2010.....and last year in december i was able to block it out, by having a fling with a friend from high school........i knew deep down that i was raped, but i coped with it by having sex and...
- so i was listening last night to my parents talking to my brother-if oyu read my journal it;s more thorough-i shouldn't have been lsitening but i couldn't help it.......anyway my brother told them that he;s scared toi go bavck to college becasue...
- you might have already read something already posted by me, so sorry if i repeat myself......i have an uncle who favors me.....he has done things that my friends say are inappropriate, but i don't think they are b/c they were/are my family....it's...
- sooo i don't know where else to post this and sorry this is kinda long...........so i had a pretty good weekend....i spent it with my family baking cookies.......we baked A LOT.......let me give you a little background before i explain what happened...
- so i've been raped twice when i was 18.......the weird thing is though, i don't cut for that.......it seems like when it comes to the rape cutting is totaly off limits.....but for everything else cutting cna totally happen.....anyone else have...
- so i've read most of the posts on here and some of you guys are angry at your rapist(s).....and i'm not.....i feel like i'm behind in my reactions....should i be angry????? am i wrong for being sad and depressed and hurt rather than angry??? will i...
- so, sorry i keep on posting here, but recently things about my rape have been on my mind and i can't stop thinking sbout it.....so i had a dream last night with M in it.....not very surrpising, i was expecting it, but what i wasn't expecting was...
- i was talking with my therapist today and we were talking about how i feel like i wish M had killed me b/c all the side effects are life long etc. etc.....i commented that he stole so many things from me and she asked what those things were and i...
- anyone else here been in a situation when they feel like they're being followed??? mostly in a car??? every day i feel like i'm being followed....i look behind me adn there's a car that seems ot make the same turns and if it's a silver car i think...
- so i went to my cousin's second birthday party yesterday....it was good....but then there were 2 guys who looked like my rapist and one of the guys had the same name as my rapist......i stayed there and was polite, but fought the urge to run...
- i'm really battling self injury urges and suicidal thoughts.......we were talking inschool today and we had a meeting....you need ot have a B average...so for every C you need an A......i might be getting 2 C;s this semster which i can handle, i...
- so one of my brothers lives away at college and i was reading his facebook and there were some things about rape on there and he was making fun of it!!!!! like jokes ABOUT rape from websites and stuff.....i felt so hurt!!!!! how can people possible...