Thor2008
Status: Undergoing Electro-Convulsive Shock Therapy
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So I tore some tendons and generally screwed up my shoulder on my last deployment. I have been working with this doctor to do surgery on it to repair the damage. I brought the doctor the opinion...
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Every third Monday is ECT day. Today's was good but hectic. The nurses usually have everything laid and ready. Not so today. The setup is four bays all ready to receive patients, each bay has a...
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This is a letter that I am "sending" (on DS only) to someone that contributed significantly to one of PTSDs. I am writing it to him, so all of the terms and situations are not fully explained....
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Something from my employer that I thought was pretty good.It is no secret that tensions are high and maybe you find yourself pondering what is wrong with the world… the intent of today’s message...
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Update on this process. I have had to tell employer my mental health diagnosis, treatments, doctor's name, and address and how I am doing right now. Both doctors gave me support letters so I am...
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I disclosed to my employer my mental health diagnosis, treatments, current condition, and hospitalizations. This was required to keep my security clearance. Well, this disclosure now required me...
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My wife is a professional oil painter. Here are some of her recent creations. She sales on Etsy and a local gallery.
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I had ECT this morning. I have been depressed lately and my next scheduled ECT is for 13 Jul. I could not make it that far for I asked to have any extra ECT today. I am not going from monthly...
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I want to say THANK YOU to a member of Daily Strength that helped to have a major breakthrough in my PTSD. This member and I were PM'ing and emailing back and forth. Then this member sent an...
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With this Covid lockdown and the fact that I am working from home 100%, I have only worn sweats for the past eight weeks or so. I don't go out much. I see the therapist but I do that in sweats...
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I work for a classified employer. I hold a certain level security clearance. This program no longer comes by every couple of years to certify you for your clearance. Now it is based on "life...
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They had power over me. They controlled and ruled me. I risked my life numerous times for them. Then one day they said I was "guilty". Their truth was the only thing that mattered. Theirs...
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I am stuck with my PTSD. That is what the therapist coined as my current state. I won't (her wording) move forward and that is because I think that moving forward would alleviate my guilt from...
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I think they gave me a bit more anesthesia than normal today. Part of the procedure is anesthesia and then a paralytic for your entire body except for your lower right ankle that they have a blood...
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I retired from the military and now I have no direction in life. I have a job but it is just a job for money, no real career. So I'm thinking that I need a focus in my life. Something to work...
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