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I am going inpatient for about 10 days starting tomorrow afternoon.   I am going in for PTSD, Depression, and self-harm.  I will undergo extensive ECT while I am in (M-W-F).  My PDoc will see me...

Julie111 needs our support.  She has had an injury and it looks like she will lose all vision in her left eye.  All our support and prayers are needed for this active member of our group.  So any...

My TDoc has brought up this idea of going inpatient at this place for a couple of weeks and then you move to a residential unit and live there for two weeks.  Why is the TDoc throwing me off to...

Dear xxxx -  I am real busy with my job and that is adding stress to my life right now. TDoc (therapist) is recommending long term commitment at some facility down near Miami.  It is unlocked...

The past several days have been difficult.  My mood has sunk to the guilt and shame of my PTSD.  I self harm with hunger and each time I am hungry I am released a little bit from this shame.  I...

Every third Monday is my ECT.  I feel so much better afterward.  I am not depressed or anxious.  My PTSD seems more like history than something that I battle with each day.   I wish this feeling...

I self-harmed to release some of this anxiety.  Burning the skin to about a good second degree burn.  Good thing is that the hurt continues for several weeks and I don't get questions... "I'm just...

I have shoulder surgery next Thursday and I am really anxious.  I had a meeting with the scheduling nurse about three weeks ago but have not heard back from them (called three times in the past to...

I am an analyst for the government, and today I was going to have a very full day of metrics analysis work and monthly reports.  But... the government now only wants to look at a subset of that data...

Before my trauma really hit me, I was a competitive ulta-distance runner.  I ran marathons, 50Ks, and 50-mile races.  It was effortless to keep running.  I was happiest when out running.  It was...

I do ECT every couple of weeks, the cost is pretty high for each session but I should have a co-pay of $31 for each session.  So like happened before, I get a bill with about eight ECTs list as...

It's been three weeks since my last ECT. I'm thankful for the ECT, it helps me deal with depression. Which has been an issue along with shame and guilt. ECT is the gold standard for drug resistant...

The grief and shame of my PTSD have been getting the better of me.  The more I explore my PTSD the deeper my hole that I find myself in.  I seem to never be able to get out of this hole.  The...

Many of you know I suffered a trauma that started in 2017 and ended in 2019.  This expercience scared me to my soul and I have had a hard time dealing with this trauma and moving on, healing, going...

Looking for DS members to IM me your screen name if you are willing to help out a person that is still being trafficked?  He is beyond the jurisdiction of our laws and there is not much that can be...