Thor2008
Status: Undergoing Electro-Convulsive Shock Therapy
Mood:
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Getting the nightmares again. I am reliving it over and over again and I can't find a way out. Going to go for a walk and see if that clears them out. I just want to rest.
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Just glad that I am not going out much. I love her but her calling is not as a barber.
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I have been focusing on my PTSD these past few weeks. No surprise there, as this has been our topic of discussion for the previous several sessions. This has given rise to several flashbacks and...
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Switch my frequency today from every other Monday to the first Monday of the month. So that is an improvement. The ECT operation was out of the main OR and back down in their usual corner of the...
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I have been working and discussing my central PTSD for the past couple of weeks with my TDoc. I have felt guilty and humiliated for years. I find myself trapped by guilt. The TDoc tries to...
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Another ECT. The ECT took place in the main OR for the hospital because of the virus. A bit different. Overall the ECT has been effective. I am nowhere near the depression that I had back in...
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ECT again today. My doctor has the bedside manner of a cornered badger. Just love it how you are asked by the PDoc how you doing and that just the nice "how you doing" and that you aren't...
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I had a telemedicine appointment with my PDOC yesterday in 1545. I waited by the phone till 1900. This is chronically late for each appt, I have yet to wait less than an hour over my appt time to...
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My TDoc says that I have ADHD and I need to talk with my PDoc when I see him next. I know the TDoc can't diagnose but she said she is really sure that I have it. So what are the methods to deal...
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My TDoc had a major insight, I need to always place myself in the middle of chaos. I am the happiest when my job is juggling several balls in the air and just one day away from complete disaster...
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ECT Monday! Yeah! This time the ECT was moved from the dark corner of the hospital to the main OR. This was done for safety, but the only difference I saw was that people wore masks. I'm not...
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How many of you use the DS Journal as your Journal? I would write it out but then I couldn't read and I would get no feedback. But on the other hand I do not wish to be a bother to anyone....
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My father passed away about an hour ago. He was quiet and restful in the bed, and he passed in his sleep. He was 74 years old and a 30-year vet like his son. The funeral arrangements were all...
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Number 25 today. The schedule for future ECT is now every other week, so that is an improvement. I wonder how I will feel after two weeks. I am hopeful this works.
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