Thor2008
Status: Undergoing Electro-Convulsive Shock Therapy
Mood:
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ECT today, and it is getting easier. Memory is still really blurry around the actual ECT. I remember the doctor and one of the nurses, but everything else is just a complete blur.Everyone is nice...
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This is a hard holiday to withstand. I am reminded of the memorials that I attended and the bodies that I carried for before they were flown home. I know people that lie in rest in national...
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Pretty easy ECT today. I do not remember a lot of it. I think that I was still sleepy from the sedation drugs that I use at night (Thorazine, Lithium, Lorazepam). Going to cut this by half as I...
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I got back yesterday from ECT #3. Bunch of errands and a walrus (PDoc) visit. Bit tired when I got home and that is is because of the lack of sleep the night before. These treatments are...
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Mania state. No doubt brought on by the ECT. Got a good walking workout in (7 miles).
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I'm back from a week of hospitalization (my fourth in the past two months) and two Electro-Convulsive Therapy (ECT) sessions. ECT uses electricity to create convulsion in the body with the charge...
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So I saw one of my doctors today, and she wanted me to go directly to the ER. So tomorrow, I am going back into the mental hospital tomorrow. I am going in for ten days to allow them to do...
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I forgot for a while today that I was depressed. I am sure that it will return when I return home, but it felt nice today.
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So I got about five hours of sleep, so I think that is pretty good. And for me, rather good. I'm up at 0300 but at least five hours of sleep. I doubled the amount of Thorazine, so upping that...
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So, I call my TDoc "mother", not to her face but as a secret language between my wife and I. My first therapist back in the military, was the spitting image of my mother. She would hover there...
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Did not take the Thorazine, just the gabapentin, latuda and temazepam at bedtime. I dreamed of something, not sure what but there were some dreams Nights with the thorzine are all dreamless,...
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I Was texting my TDoc today. I love it that she allows me to contact her during the week and we keep up a slow-moving conversation We talked today about trust, confidence, and honesty. She...
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I have my PCM visit this Wed. Going into to talk about poo regularity (every 9-15 days I think is a problem) and ED. Thank you PDoc for giving me drugs that did this (ED), then the TDoc is...
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So anyone else up and about now? Going for a walk and then a shower. Maybe I can get an hour or two. This seems to be a routine with me. Too much energy to sleep and I flit around all day.
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Does anyone else feel that you want to a break and destroy everything to feel like you feel. I feel horrible and making all around me thus would help me to feel more validated. I mean to hurt...
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