jms7229
Status: focusing on my abundance instead of what i lack.
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- hello everyone. I’ve been checking in every day and keeping up with all your posts. I am broken hearted for all of us. It is a hard life trying to love an alcoholic isn’t it? The ups and downs, the guilt and shame, the anger and resentment....
- well... after the horrific and mindbendingly insane events of the last two days I’ve had enough. So in the middle of a phone call he makes to me a work on Friday, for no rational reason whatsoever ( except that he was drunk ) he starts screaming...
- I’m sitting at my desk at work on the verge of tears..... so hurt and angry and sad. We had a HUGE blowout about two weeks ago when I came home to a man so drunk he could hardly stand up. I’ve been trying very hard not to confront or even show...
- i haven’t checked in for a while. The last four months have been stressful and filled with anxiety on several levels. Ending with me getting sick ( of course ) and then a massive tooth abscess leading to having it pulled last week. Even though...
- i hate the feeling I get that I’ve somehow, at some unknown moment, done something wrong. Here I am at work.... he’s at home. I’m doing my job, making money, providing health care.... he is home drinking. He has called me four times today...
- it’s been a bit stressful over here for the last 2 months. Prince Charming had a few good months, was working with a therapist and was sober , kind, responsible, and looking ahead to a more serene “normal “life. But the last two months he’s...
- Hey asshole! I was only gone for an hour and a half! Do you think I cannot tell you're drinking ? Well I can tell by your facial expression, the way you walk ( like you have a load of shit in your pants ), by your edgy- mean self at the forefront...
- how much is enough? So after a really rough last week when I asked my son to come over AH has remained sober but giving me the silent treatment, " sick " (symptoms which equal alcohol/ drug withdrawl ) goes to sleep around 5 pm each night. Now we...
- for those of you who have been following my last post.... you know the drunken screaming pissed off rant because I can tell he's drinking, pissed because I'm pissed, pissed because I cancelled dinner plans, pissed because I left the scrub brush in...
- after 36 years of marriage to an alcoholic I could not be sadder, or more angry and frustrated. After so many broken promises, halfhearted attempts ar sobriety, and years of emotional manipulation - alcohol wins. When drinking, he is a monster and...
- after 36 years of being married to an alcoholic I could not be sadder, or more angry. After so many broken promises, and halfhearted attempts at sobriety, al
- Not a good day at all! I have to admit that today's blowup was instigated by me. Ugh, how I hate it when I make a bad situation worse. First a short recap..... YEARS of alcoholism with all of its abuses, disappointments and damages to the people who...
- It's been a fairly sober 2 1/2 months for my AH.that means absolutely nothing where this man is concerned. I work ina school and was home for summer time. Me being around keeps the drinking and pill abuse controlled. He also started seeing a new...
- Hello every one. I haven't been on for a while. I've been dealing with a crisis involving my elderly parents for the last several weeks. They are in their 80s and are a crazily entangled dysfunctional dependent/codependent couple. I have spent...
- I know it's not funny but.... it's halfway through the second quarter of the Super Bowl. Prince Charming passed out on the couch with his snacks falling out of his mouth onto his chest and groin. The dogs have discovered this free food! It's a...