jms7229
Status: focusing on my abundance instead of what i lack.
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- so big blow out last Thursday into Friday due to more broken promises. Drinking was under control for most of the summer and fall but started to escalate in December and he is now out of his mind. He had promised to return to therapy and discuss his...
- mr feel sorry for himself on disability with access to the best health care and no worries about the bills because I take care of it all was ripping mad that I reacted to the crazy vodka breath and nasty attitude when I walked int e door from work....
- how does a man so wasted that he cannot verbalized a coherent thought or remember events minutes old stick to his cover story?
- how can a man so wasted that he cannot verbalized a coherent thought or remember what happened minutes before stick to his cover story ?
- So AH is of course deteriorating because he has been an al oholi. For over 40 years. There is no turning back for him. I have to be honest here and say that he functions fairly well for others but behind closed doors it's like living in purgatory....
- So I'm home on summer break with Prince Charming. Usually he manages to keep addiction slightly controlled during these school breaks, but not this summer. He is driving me crazy. I am trying to ignore most mistakes ( as he calls them) those of...
- this new website is driving me crazy!!!!! I think it is a huge Black Hole!!! I feel we need a new support group to assist those of us ( me) that are feeling confused. Oh well, at least I am distracted from my usual irritations. Good luck everyone....
- We need to start a new group to soothe those of us who are trying to navigate this new website! Does anyone else feel lost and alone in cyber space? At least I am distracted from other things . Good luck everyone!
- so it's Prince Charming's birthday..... Older son and his girlfriend take off work early to get here in time to take him to dinner. He was pretty heavily " medicated " for most of today. Of course, he just has to add two glasses of wine to the mix...
- Although it is a very sad thing to watch the intellectual decline of my husband... It is so very annoying.He is trying to buy a tee shirt from some veterans site. ( btw.... The whole veteran thing is getting to me, he covers my car with stupid army...
- OMG I feel like I could write an entry Every. Single. Day.I won't bore you with the details, but today ...... Breathing.......I was able to just coo at Prince Charming whenever necessary, and he backed down. Phew, because although I do not want to...
- My journal entries on this site go back a few years. I think to 2011. So this morning I took a little stroll down memory lane......Jeez.....! How much time have I wasted on this little project of mine? I must be out of my mind! When you wake up with...
- Not a great week with Prince Charming..... Aside from the chronic " buzz", the negativity and short tempered attitude is exhausting. He admits he is a " stubborn prick who doesn't like being told what to do". And that he is " developing " an I...
- Well hubby is supposed to be leaving for his "group therapy" in 15 minutes, but he is nodding off. ( I'd love to be a fly on the wall in that group, he has been going for three years or so no positive changes but he has honed his manipulation and...
- Well hubby is supposed to be leaving for his "group therapy" in 15 minutes, but he is nodding off. ( I'd love to be a fly on the wall in that group, he has been going for three years or so no positive changes but he has honed his manipulation and...