jms7229
Status: focusing on my abundance instead of what i lack.
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- my husband keeps insisting that he is staying clean, behaviors indicate otherwise. of course i struggle between wanting to believe and knowing he has LIED SO MANY TIMES.( his last relapse was february through may of this year.) this time both my...
- just an update for those who read my post about how a change in diabetic pill dose lead to my husband needing to take time off from AA....... of course he couldn't understand my less than happy response and then told me his therapist told him he...
- well, he tried (again)... went to AA twice a week for about a month. then the unthinkable happened!(sorry-sarcasm) he needed to increase the dose of his oral diabetic medications and focus more closely on his diet. so now he is " struggling to...
- most importantly THANKS AND LOVE TO YOU ALLi did not visit the hospital, he called but i did not engage in conversation re:his care, he needs to do that alone. i spent a lovely evening with a friend. i just got a call here at work..... he signed...
- so there he is laying in a hospital bed, pissed at me, my addicted to anything and everything recovering dry alcoholic. he is there for complications of poorly controlled diabetes.i refused to bring him nicotenegum so withdrawal from that as well....
- Arch......computer is kaput so I am using my kindle - but it wont let me write in the journal box???? So I wont say much here except that even though my AH (in response to me threatening to throw him out) is attending therapy-group-AA 4 days a week...
- i just wrote a journal entry about how i am becoming successful at detachment and boundary setting and moving on with my own self , after way too many years of B>S>. i was thinking about how odd it kind of feels, but am happy that a weight feels...
- a dear friend sent me this i like it and wanted to share Survivors are beautiful people. Tough, resilient, adaptable, survivors know how to get by in tough situations.For many years, I didnt know I was a survivor, mainly because I was busy...
- it was nice while it lasted, but he could not maintain, quit therapy sessions, got himself a script for tranquilizers, took himself off well controlled scheduled cymbalta for pain and mood, is rewriting history to meet his emotional needs. is back...
- my AH is 3 was three months substane free until today when he decided to ask the doctor for and then use clonapin. this lovely tranquilizer was his alcohol and oxy enhancer. he says the doctor gave them to mim because he has anxiety!!! so the f***...
- I just wanted to send loving wishes and blessings to all my DS friends. I am so grateful for all of your love and support. You have all helped me find myself again!! THANK YOU
- Alright , so i ranted about the stupid argument already, but, during my therapy session i suddenly realized this:i have been very good about walking away from conversations and /or arguments that are not constructive and i have been learning to be...
- I am reading everyone's posts this morning and I find tears slipping down my face. Trying to love an addict is so difficult and heartbreaking on so many levels as you all know. But right now I am ANGRY. Angry because of all the damage inflicted...
- ugh i need a support group for peeps with mean bosses. some days i think i will just explode. told my therapist a few work stories and she could not believe it! now at the beginning of each session she asks what insanity went on that week. this...
- why do i not know how to post a picture on this site? grr