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Status: It's not the mountains we conquer, but ourselves.
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TRISHA, {{HUGS!!!}}} Your reply to my last post is the ANSWER!Eggshells are the sign that there's something wrong in the relationship, not that there's something wrong with you or me. Because...
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So, today I'm getting things rolling. When I got up, this morning, it was snowing pretty good and I immediately went to work on it... time to get going on my fitness plan, starting with...
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Since the funeral, those lines keep going over and over in my head. And show up in my dreams. I know it sounds like I'm still mourning... but that's not what these words mean to me. It means,...
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Life is good because...it's snowing...it's 10 degrees WARMER in the upper elevations (with blue sky) than it is at the house with gray sky, but hey - it's SNOWING...the hiking trail to Roughlock...
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Sniffles are now stuck (thank god, lol) since the medicine is working and people won't avoid me like I have the plague due to the sneezing and runny nose anymore, lol. SO...Went through my...
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I should buy stock in Kleenex, lol! You should have seen the look on people's faces yesterday when I walked into Walmart and started sneezing, lol (had to get more kleenex).... yeah, I NEED to...
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I guess that's not surprising since yesterday it was the word "mine"... as yesterday went on and the word "mine" sunk in, I began to move into that word "I" most specifically, "Who am I"...What a...
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Just picked up the Death Certificates. GEES, there was a list of what caused his death, with final blow being Cardiac Arrest. Overall, it's listed as natural causes. There was NOTHING I...
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Dreams began last night. I've been waiting for them. In the past, when I've lost someone I love to death, they'd appear in my dreams a week or two later, but something was always wrong. ...
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$400 and the funeral home not only didn't deliver and set up, but when I went to pick up the memorial things, it all fit in a small shopping bag. VERY disappointing.... they didn't even include a...
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The memorial service is tonite. All week long I was racked with those questions... the questions about how he really felt about us, about why he did what he did, and like I said before, questions...
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Maybe it's because I'm starting to move forward... I added more Christmas decorations to the house. A snowgirl holding a bucket of snowballs and a reindeer. Goofy as heck. Makes me smile...
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Staff meeting last night. Same old, same old... at least this time we didn't get yelled at. But I'm not good... I'm ok... just not good. GRIEF has set in. And I've got questions I need...
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I had it so planned out, didn't I.... Go there, be strong, say how sorry I am, go home.... right? Oh HELL NO. WARNING - this is a NOVEL, so read at your convenience... Ok, so the weird.......
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Well, I couldn't find who wrote the note warning me to prepare myself for those big waves of emotions... but whoever that was, THANK YOU. Because last night, we sat down, did the obituaries which...
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