I have taken so many laxatives 2day. Ive drank 55 (what ever its measured in!) of thgat fig syrup still only suppose to have between 15-30 plus 6 chocolate laxatives (they are so yummy!!!) and i think if i remember correctly they are only 1 a day. Crap. Think im gona be ill again tomorrow. I have eaten some cheese and about 6chips 5 slices of cracker bread and 5 cheddars. Ow and 3 cookies and a whole load of raisins so at least ive got something in my stomach to purge oh yeah and a slice of bread butter and jam! oh my goodness im such a pig!!! well ive eaten all my tempting food in the house so hopefully i can be a little more disaplined now. I went to tescos between jobs to get a sandwich for tea but couldnt buy one i just had a huge fear of putting it in my mouth. I feel so rubbish. I want help but i dont know what i want help for or what to ask for help with.