Sun. Night:  Not a horrible weekend, for the most part.  I slept most of Saturday. I needed it!  Hubby and I had quite the heart to heart Friday night.  It was painful but good.  He went grocery shopping with me Sat. evening.  And today, we went to a Spfd. Cardinals ball game.  After the game Chris found us and took us up to see the media room where he works.  It was pretty cool.  I have been struggling still, again, with whether or not I could've saved Scott when I heard that "funny" breath.  I know that thought process is futile but it continues to haunt me.  I will forever be guessing.