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- I have been trying to cope. Ii know that I have made him move out because he cannot be the husband I need and want. I am trying to get out and make connections with other people.. I had lunch with a friend. Went out dancing. And went to a new...
- I thought I was gettting on with my liife. But today I am crying again. I saw Stbx yesterday at grandson's ball game. Thought I could deal. Offered to buy dinner when the kids were done. I should have just went home. We sat across from each...
- I knew taking my alcoholic husband back was going to be difficult I thought ii could cope. I was so stupid!!! I know yoYou can't control an alcoholic. I know you can't believe the lies. I know the trust is week at best. I also know you cannot...
- I have been having major anxiety attacks for weeks. Sometimes I shake so much I cannot hold a fork to eat. I tried to take my control back by addressing the problem head on. If you've read my previous posts you'll know it's my alcoholic husband. ...
- My alcoholic husband moved back into our house 3 weeks ago after being with OW for a year. He told me he wanted our marriage to work. I was happy but anxious. Since then he has been drinking a great deal more and staying out all night. This was...
- I had a major panic attack the other day at work. I'm a high school teacher, math and science. I love to teach. I am very good at my concepts. What I have trouble with is classroom management with confrontational students. I had a 17 year old...
- Help!!! I have been married to the same man for 40 years. He left me 1 year ago to live with OW. He also started drinking again after 30 years of sobriety. All connected. Well he came home 1 week ago. I have been having such anxiety attacks...
- I haven't posted in a while. I am back at work now and have access to site. Just to refresh my history I have been married for 40 years. Also my husband is an alcoholic. He was sober for the last 30 years except 18 months ago he started drinking...
- Sorry I have been gone. I had a panic attack last weekend. My kids thought it was serious enough to take me to the hospital. I spent 5 days in there. I am better now. Not crying. I went no contact for 3 days while in there.I spoke to him when...
- It's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life!!! Worse than him choking me. I know it's over. Now I'm facing it. So hard all I want to do is cry.
- I know having him come home the way he did without consequences was the wrong thing to do. We really screwed up last night. He was super drunk. We got into an argument and he choked me. He threw me against the wall and put his hands around my neck....
- I'm very apprehensive right now. He left OW on Sunday. it's been 5 days. He says he is DONE with her and doesn't want any contact. As far as I can tell he hasn't contacted her and she hasn't contacted him. I don't know though if I can trust...
- He came over last night. He was very drunk. I don't even think he'll remember what he said to me, but he said he's had enough of living with OW. After sleeping in his chair for several hours SHE began texting and calling him. He proceeded to...
- I am sick over this break up. I am still trying to decide if this is permanent. He comes back to me every few days and tells me he loves me and he thinking about coming back. Is that enough for me to go on? I think I am in denial big time!!! I...
- I caught my husband with OW in January and I kicked him out. He readily went. it has been 8 weeks now and I have been crying and grieving ever since.He comes home to get his mail and we talk every couple of days. Am I fooling myself when I let...