Larissa238

The last couple of days I've taken an internet holiday. No computer for me for 3 days. The first day I didn't mind since I went right to bed, but yesterday was hard. I was without someone to talk to...

Today was a good day, but I really have to watch my calories. I went to a Chinese buffet last night, and a Japanese one for lunch today. Last night was just an "I'm super hungry, let's go get...

Today I had a good birthday. I did wake up in the middle of the morning and took a sleep klonopin to get some more hours, but woke up around 11:30 feeling good. I made the mistake of eating a piece...

In two hours I turn 30. It's crazy to think that I've made it this far. When I was in my early 20's I thought that there was no hope for me. I made it through, somehow, and I've reached a new decade....

I get a couple journals done in a couple days, then I fall off the wagon. I'm trying to be better about it. My therapist is trying to get me to journal more often, and I like the happy/sad faces on...

Today I ate so much junk food it's not funny. I had a Whopper Jr and chicken nuggets from Burger King, then 2 pieces of stuffed crust pizza and a bag of ramen. I've just been hungry all day and...

My journal from last night was deleted in the site maintenance sweep. It wasn't anything big that I remember. I used to keep a copy of my journals after I posted, but I stopped doing that. It was...

I finally got to go into work today... I had a good day for the most part. I didn't get depressed because they needed me today. I don't like it when I'm just sitting around doing nothing. I did some...

Sorry I haven't been around lately... I've been having the stomach flu. I've spent a lot of time sleeping, and time in the bathroom as well. One day I was up until 4 am just waiting to take my pills....

Today Geo and I went to go see Les Miz. It was great... I loved it! Geo even liked it and he doesn't like musicals. I think it was the lack of dancing that accompanies most musicals, and that it was...

I've been cycling moods lately... depressed, then okay, then back to depressed. I went for a walk today and that helped me some, but I'm still depressed. I could only walk a quarter of a mile before...

31 days until I turn 30! I can't believe it... I'm getting old. I don't feel that old most of the time, but when I wake up and all the aches and pains remind  me that I'm not a teenager anymore.New...

I'm doing okay in the new year so far... I was under my calories yesterday despite going to IHOP and getting cheesecake pancakes and all the sides. I just didn't eat much more all day. I went...

It seems that every time I try and go into work, I get an anxiety attack. I don't know why. I haven't been to work since last Tuesday. Well, I only missed one day (Friday) since I'm off weds/thurs...

I don't know why I'm awake.. it's about 3:30 am. I got good sleep last night and didn't nap... I have to be up by 2 pm to go over the in laws. That shouldn't be a problem if my sleep klonopin kicks...