Stomach Flu
Sorry I haven't been around lately... I've been having the stomach flu. I've spent a lot of time sleeping, and time in the bathroom as well. One day I was up until 4 am just waiting to take my pills. I can't afford to throw up my pills, so I had to wait until my stomach was settled for the night to take them. So my sleep patterns have been off, too. I'm slowly getting back to normal... go to bed between 11-midnight and waking up at noon. Geo hasn't been sleeping... that day I was throwing up all night Geo didn't go to sleep until 11 am. Yup.. 11 in the morning. He slept for like 4 hours and was up again. At least I got my sleep. I worry about him... I don't know if he has any of his sleep klonopin left. He needs to go see the doctor, and so do I. I'm starting to hallucinate again.... black spots in front of my eyes and shadow people in corner of my eye.
I've been wasting money, as well. We went to Taco Bell today again. I'm eating all my money again. I need to stop going out. I got some pasta and sauce at the store to make lunch, and some turkey for sandwiches. I should have gotten more chicken, but I didn't know how much we had left in the freezer. Tonight I cooked chicken enchiladas. They came out well. I want to eat, but it's emotional eating, not eating out of hunger. I still have a burrito left from Taco Bell that I want to eat. I just have to resist the temptation if I can.
I've been wasting money, as well. We went to Taco Bell today again. I'm eating all my money again. I need to stop going out. I got some pasta and sauce at the store to make lunch, and some turkey for sandwiches. I should have gotten more chicken, but I didn't know how much we had left in the freezer. Tonight I cooked chicken enchiladas. They came out well. I want to eat, but it's emotional eating, not eating out of hunger. I still have a burrito left from Taco Bell that I want to eat. I just have to resist the temptation if I can.
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UGH! on having the flu! I have asked family to postpone visiting just in case.
Stay strong in the face of the emotional eating...tough to do I know! HUGS!