Larissa238

I woke up with a headache again. Last night I stepped down another level on my Risperdal. Yesterday I didn't have a headache when I woke up so I thought it was safe to step down again. It's just a...

Today I woke up with a migraine again. I think it's because I'm tapering the Risperdal. I've had trouble in the past withdrawing from it, and I think it's happening again. I feel out of control for...

I've been busy with doctors appointments and getting stuff done. I have Medicare now, so all my appointments are free. I saw my therapist today and we just covered everything that happened in the 2...

I got home safely last night, came home and went straight to bed. I was exhausted. I slept well, and almost rolled out of bed thinking I was still on the air mattress on the floor. Luckily I didn't...

I made it to my mom's safely, and I've been here for a while. I don't get too much computer time and I've been neglecting my journal. But I'm here and safe. I should update more later.

I'm getting ready to go see my mom. I'm packed and everything. I just have a few things that need to get packed at the last moment, like my eye mask (blocks out light when i sleep). I kept on trying...

Today was just a lazy day. It stormed in the morning and into the early afternoon, so I stayed in. Then we went to Wendy's and I tried their ranch flatbread. Not bad. After that, we went to Aldi, a...

Today I went into work looking pretty. Not for any particular occasion, just to dress up. I even wore heels (and boy did I pay for that!) and a skirt. I did a bit of makeup (just eyeshadow) too. It...

I did nothing today except go for a walk and sleep. I'm still tired. I woke up in the middle of the night last night and was up for a couple hours. I had to take a sleep Klonopin to get back to...

Today I just slept all day. I would wake up for a couple hours between naps, but most of my day was spent sleeping. I didn't go for my walk because I was in pain. My legs and back hurt really bad, so...

The number on the scale went up today... back to 222. I think it's because of water weight. I'm trying to get back to my 8 cups a day. I know tomorrow it's probably not going to look good since I had...

I didn't nap today, and I had a good night's sleep (12 hours). I went for my walk today, 1.2 miles. I'm going to try for 1.5 miles tomorrow. I thought I walked faster than I actually did, but that's...

Today I slept all day again. I'm trying to change that. I want to go back to volunteering so I have something to do during the day. I slept until about 1pm when I was up at 10 and felt fine. I did go...

I had to go to the clinic last week... I was hearing a voice that was telling me to hurt Geo. I don't even want to go there, so I checked myself in. I was in there until Monday. I kept meaning to...

I'm so happy with my birthday present from Geo. I told him I wanted a bath robe, and he got me this super soft one. I'm taking more showers and baths just to have a reason to wear it. If I'm cold, I...