Heavensburden
Status: Stomach hurts, I'm weak, dizzy... universe thinks she's funny putting her back on me.
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Well, something's eating at me tonight. I'm only able to sleep about an hour every other night. When I do I have the same dream. I'm hurting someone. It's like I'm a zombie within my skin and I see...
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Once again, the same shit. I'm sick, my voice is almost gone and once again I'm threatened by whats supposed to be a father figure. Why? Over a paper. I got a paper so mom could do their taxes. She...
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This morning I feel naked in emotion. Still very sick with only little energy to actully speak without going into a hacking fit that tears at my lungs and choak me out of air. Sleep was very limit....
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What I love:-music (jazz, rock and roll, light rock, techno, punk, trance), singing, writing music- Being outside, walking clears my mind, the fresh air helps my lungs. I love running my bare feet in...
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Found out I have a sinus infection on top of a bronchitis infection. Good thing is that it is treatable. Fever hit 104 this morning, it's back down to 100.2 now.Aside from that, there is something...
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So been sick with a fever of 101.6 today. The skin under my nose is so raw and red. Lotions and water burns my skin worse. Any advice?
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(PLEASE don't steal, copy, or repost my original work. Thanks :)) Body by Sarita JM I was done drinkingUntil you came in screamingMy paradice started shrinkingOceans of thoughts I'm tired of...
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So, I woke up to loud noises. I find dad carrying in huge sheets of dry wall. I ask if he needs help, and he goes ape shit! Starts saying so many nasty and hurtful things about me that I just can't...
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So... I have an on and off eating disorder and when I'm off of lax. or purging, I'm still unable to eat right because of depression. My mind is pulling too much. It seems like I've been keeping...
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Damn! It has been how many months since the "breakup" and I still harvest alot of anger and hurt. I have a feeling his family is throwing away the letters I have sent. There is and always has been...
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so once upon a time I had what I call a hero crush on one of my cousins. Its not really a loving desire type of crush. More like an iinfatuation because he didnt make me feel like an outsider and...
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I went to the funeral today and I didnt even rrecognize him. I was trying to hold back and not shed a tear. It was an emotional day to say the least. Saw a cousin of mine that tore away at my...
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I feel like I'm drowning. So much loss at one time. I've taught myself at an early age to always hold my walls high. I've always put up a tough fight like I cannot be hurt. I heard someone say that...
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Dear Self!What the hell have you become? Youre a monster in your own skin. I understand you don't want to go to sleep because you're scared of the good dreams you could have about him. That stubborn...
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Nothing really special about today. Really ticked off. Never deal with death well! Gah!!
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