Heavensburden
Status: Stomach hurts, I'm weak, dizzy... universe thinks she's funny putting her back on me.
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This is my third night without sleep. I have a bad migraine that won't seem to go away. Thoughts repeat in my head about this college situation. I'm exhausted!
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Tonight I just feel kind of numb. For the first time in two days I've eaten a little bit.I sat shaking by the waterfall today at the nature preserve. Rexy hates me and the college has done me dirty....
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I made it through yesterday without a single cut! I also found this and am going to give it a try! Today is not yet over and I'm struggling with how betrayed I feel. I'm walking on broken ankles but...
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5:37am and I'm still awake. Its not the insomnia. The way in which the Dean of Students spoke to me is still echoing in my mind. Who speaks to somebody like that? I can be sarcastic at times but I...
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If you can't beat them.. join them.. play their game and note their flaws as they did yours..Today's nothing but stress which has left me physically ill. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't...
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Do your hairDo your makeupSay nothingFeel nothingBe nothing Fall into formation
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I can't sleep, eat, focus, or even pray.Why do people walk away after the damage is already done? It's so messed up. That just proves they never cared, leaving even more damage to our trail. Why do...
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At my meeting tonight I was told that people fear me. Fear me... How can I process such a horrible thing?1. I would NEVER hurt anyone. Who would say such a horrible thing? Rexy maybe? Does she really...
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Simply put, I'm not looking forward to this evening. The councilor.. her name is Asylum now. Anyway, she just doesn't help. She has this way of making me feel small and insignificant. Always reminds...
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Has anyone ever had to hide yourself for so long, then opened up to someone, then felt so much conflict shutting back down again after you've been hurt and noticed the change? It parallels with the...
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My professor is like this perfect ball of happiness. I call her a panda because she's so light and positive all the time. She is this gorgeous stunning woman on the outside with a mysterious quality...
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Courage is doing what you are afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared. -Eddie Rickenbacker Let that sink in my beautiful tragedies!
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I cut tonight, deeper... then I poured alcohol over to make it hurt while burning water run down my back in the shower. I just want to disappear and never come back. Sometimes I can't figure out...
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I'm wondering how to heal cutter scars naturally. I've done well so far in not cutting, but even in the summer times I have to wear long sleves. Now, before you say cover them with a tattoo, that's...
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I'm honestly confused about why people don't relax a little bit more. Everyone struggles, but the bombings? the shootings? Truly? I have my own sorrows but I would never take a life because of the...
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