Heavensburden
Status: Stomach hurts, I'm weak, dizzy... universe thinks she's funny putting her back on me.
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Surgery this Saturday.... Reality is hitting my gut a bit too much right now.... I never thought I would have to deal with this again and now that I am, I just want to hide and avoid it... Closer it...
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Why can't anything ever be normal for me?The night my abusive ex contacted me... he proposed after 7 minutes of contacting me from a different state... We haven't spoken in forever.... and he...
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College- I've taken enough.Panda- Why me?Ex- Overwhelming bullshit.Me- I want to get away from me.
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1. Out of state against better judgementment. Ex hit me up out of nowhere last night talking about how he's sorry for all the pain he's put me through and told me his short comings. He said his mom...
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Unexpected events have taken place today. I'll write about it tomorrow!
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Sometimes it takes time for people to process. I've had an hour and a half of micro sleeps within 8 days. It seems like the more I'm awake the deeper my thought process goes. I burn stick of incense...
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Okay..... Went to the therapy assessment today. He said the biggest thing for me is being able to speak in an environment in which I am genuinely listened to and taken seriously. He thinks this...
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Can a notary sign a document WITHOUT being in the same room with all signing parties?
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I'm calm with an interesting aid. I'm super super spaced into swirls of colors. Been thinking some today. My thoughts: 1- I think some words were put in certain people's mouths. I think what was...
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I'm here but I don't know how I feel.I don't understand why she would do this to me.Say she was scared of me... why? how?I knew she would eventually give up like the rest.I wish see could find a way...
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Completed last night.
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Has anyone ever have a hero... you secretly aspire to be like them... but they hate you and want revenge... and you can't do anything about it? I made it again yesterday without...
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I've called the school, I've written the school, but still no results. Still no one is speaking to me. Still no one is filling me in. I need my ass back in that classroom. This is for health? Are you...
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My body gave out but the most sleep that I've gotten was maybe an hour. What is wrong with these people? I'm in shock still by how I have been treated and am still being treated. ...
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I made it through yesterday barely. I don't know what to think right now and need to go reflect on some things. This college trauma has me beyond depressed.
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