Once again..

Once again, the same shit. I'm sick, my voice is almost gone and once again I'm threatened by whats supposed to be a father figure. Why? Over a paper. I got a paper so mom could do their taxes. She said she would be gone for two days and would make a copy. I told her that was fine, im too sick to drive. Here dad comes and starts yelling at me that it would take two seconds to print the paper upstairs knowing damn well that the printer upstairs doesnt work. So I turned my head got the paper to try it upstairs and he starts yelling more and louder saying why am I shaking my head, I turned around and said "why are you yelling" he just kept going on about how he doesnt care, my responce was "I know you don't" and went upstairs. He kept going off and saying he "doesnt care I will beat your ass" etc. Honestly this is the last straw. This is why I'm struggling to make lasting progress, because this space is only negative I know why I cannot find peace because It's every damn day this shit happens.
 
The only person standing in my way is me. I always give up because no one in my physical life supports my decisions. The only person who needs to support me, is me, myself, and I.  I gotta leave and get some awesomeness back in my life