Heavensburden
Status: Stomach hurts, I'm weak, dizzy... universe thinks she's funny putting her back on me.
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Rape Never Again: To this day when it comes to showing full love and being comfortable within my skin with my boyfriend has been very hard. Heres where the most damage was done I was in a situation...
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Words: It's amazing what the power of three words can do "I love you". Because of the situations that I'm dealing with I'm not 100% thrilled with how my life is going. But it sure does feel amazing...
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Cutting:Making a promise is sometimes hard to fill. Yet I'm able to keep promises because I cared enough to make it in the first place! Tonight though... there is something about tonight thats...
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Rape The First Time Pt2.I could not write the second part to this last night because I was so tired my body shut down. My eyes stayed open I just could not type any further.Well where I left off was...
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Doubt:I was told to prove myself today with papers. I don't have a problem proving what I say. Where I have issues is the amount of times that I am asked to prove myself. Everytime so far, I HAVE...
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A Child:I have not done positive self-comments this week. I tried this morning when I got back from the doctors but instead of positive, I only said negative. I stopped speaking and cried when I had...
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Rape The First Time Pt.1:I always liked to help in the nursery at the church despite that I was 11. It was fun and kept my out of trouble during the "big" service. But one day changed it so that I...
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The rest is up to you!
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Overdue:"You can't change your situation. The only thing you can change is how you choose to deal with it."I heard this quote early this week and have been thinking about it since. I choose to take...
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identity: Looking at paper work I have from my past (which is very limited) My bio.mother was a victim of rape, thus, here I am. Its very hard for me to know where I am wanted. I have created a...
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Blame & Forgivness: Why is this the eaiest thing to put on someones back? It's been awhile before I've torn down my biolodgic past. I have a note from my biolodgic monther writen on my birth...
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Another night of sleepless torture. My level of confusion and anxiety is through the roof. I wish every memory had a button to go with it (keep it) (delete it) (change it) Unfortunatly this isn't the...
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This is a cry for help to anyone who will help. I have gone through so many things that I have not faced head on yet from my past. I surpress time and time again and use it as a crutch when I get...
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Again: Crying what a surprise. Rubberbands can't cure the urge to do what I feel. Real talk, right when I feel like theres a ray of sunshine. When theres just a little glimmer of hope my heart...
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Speak Not: It's hard to speak when what I say is taken wrong by others. Watch what you say. I agree however I'd like to know something. If I have to filter how I feel and how I speak how true am I...
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