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Well my dads heart cath come back good..they didn't see a blockage when they got in there.  So he's home and they are running other tests to see what caused his symptoms.Classes started back...

Life just keeps getting worse..it could be alot worse, but today was more drama.  My husband's uncle who lives nearby was drunk and decided to jump on my husband, threaten me, my animals, and told...

My husband is buzzed and singing and beating on things and its getting on my nerves.  He pretty much made me have sex with him earlier...twice...He doesn't usually do this...or does he?  More...

I'm so sleepy.  I can't take any cold meds that have pseudoephedrine or phenylephedrine in them and that is pretty much anything but nyquil.  It's really cold in this house and I don't want to get...

Just ready to go home and crawl in bed and just be there.  I wish I could shut this irritability off...i feel so mean.  It feels like every negative emotion I have is coming out.  I feel...

I'm so glad I have a few minutes to write in my journal.  I've been so stressed out today.  I did go vote, something positive.  My husband has got a new job.  He's doing orientation today and...

I have assignments and I just don't care. Shame on me.  I can't find my papers to the honor society that had my password to join.  I was thinking my husband threw it away...I think I'm being...

Yeah, ok, it was just a spider, but a big freakin spider...the biggest I ever seen and its still in the house and I don't know where.  I don't have a problem with spiders, but one of that size could...

I went to a friends house...with the key to the gun cabinet the other night during the crisis.    After talking to my husband he has agreed on getting more help.  He is scared to death to go to...

I decided to write maybe it will calm me down.  After what happened with my husband today, i think he is suicidal but not admitting it.  The last time I was going to take him to the ER and tell his...

2:22am and i just can't sleep.  my mind is giing a million different places tonight.  I usually take 2mg of klonopin, Ambien, benadryl to go to sleep...im trying to cut back on my klonopin and...

Ugh...don't know where the money for this months bills is coming from....and we will be needing propane soon for the heater. This really blows.  Its been like this all year, but something has come...

Ive been very busy with my college classes.  As an overachiever, Ive managed to maintain a 4.0.  Well this semester I am burnt out.  Loss of concentration and motivation.  I'm having alot of...

I'm using my computer at my parents house.  I don't have internet yet at mine.  It is frustrating.  I feel like I don't have any support or place to turn right now when I need to.  My husband...

I'm using my computer at my parents house.  I don't have internet yet at mine.  It is frustrating.  I feel like I don't have any support or place to turn right now when I need to.  My husband...