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I almost went to the ER last night but my husband calmed me down and i fell asleep after taking my ativan.  I do need to see a doc though and see if i can get a med tweak or new meds or something. ...

I've been working on moving a little at a time.  Time is up by the 1st.  The closer it gets the more obsessive I get about it.  It's a deadline that has to be met, and I want to get out of here by...

I've been working on moving a little at a time.  Time is up by the 1st.  The closer it gets the more obsessive I get about it.  It's a deadline that has to be met, and I want to get out of here by...

I've been working on moving a little at a time.  Time is up by the 1st.  The closer it gets the more obsessive I get about it.  It's a deadline that has to be met, and I want to get out of here by...

I'm tired this evening.  I've been moving things and packing things, working on my research paper and homework and I am tired.  I just received my first unemployment check last week and I got a...

I'm about to move, not out of town but to the country here.  I am not looking forward to moving.  We are trying to get out by June 1.  The only thing I am ready for is rent free because this house...

I feel I'm barely getting by.  I'm still doing my homework which I feel is a major accomplishment for me and thats all it seems I can accomplish.  I hardly ever feel like cleaning the house or...

I'm back from my vacation.  I had a good time except for those few days where I started having a meltdown because I didn't bring enough abilify with me.  I fill one of those medicine holders...

I've been trying to do research on several things lately.  Types of therapy and I'm looking for a new therapist.  I found a good resource at psychologytoday.com via someone who posted .  They have...

My allergies are driving me crazy today....I can't stand it.  I took some meds but they are not working yet.  There is pollen and cut grass everywhere.  I keep coughing which is making me...

This pollen in the air is driving my sinuses crazy.  It is covering everything!  Anyway, I say that as I sniffle and try to blow my nose while I type this.  Despite the allergies and 90 degree...

Well I've been feeling pretty good lately.  And its about time, and just in time.  I'm suppose to go to the mountains next weekend for my 1st anniversary, I will be gone for the week and I've...

I haven't wrote in my journal in a while.  I never feel like it, and that was one of my goals was to try to get my feelings out whenever I first joined DS.  Well I've been ok this past week.  I've...

Well it was another day full of nothing. I had a bad headache most of the day and then my back started so I didn't get much of anything done.  I did take all my medicine today.   I completely...

So I feel like I''m being suffocated by this depression.  It is just never ending.  I have another appt with pdoc next Friday, I hope all goes well.  Wish me luck with it.  I'm not looking...