Update

Well my dads heart cath come back good..they didn't see a blockage when they got in there.  So he's home and they are running other tests to see what caused his symptoms.
Classes started back yesterday, and while I am glad for something to do, I'm also hating some of these long days that I will be having. 
I have started to write poetry about everyday on my tablet.  I downloaded a writing app and it is easy and convenient.  I usually write before I go to bed. 
I haven't been on much lately because I've been busy with everything that has been going on.  My friend's dad passed away, my dads heart cath, class starting back, and just general stuff going on.
They keep pushing back my husbands work start date back....this is getting ridiculous...we are still struggling. 
Well i'm waiting for my next class and most dreaded...public speaking...we will have to do 3 speeches plus a group project.  When I get in front of people to talk I clam up, start to lose my voice aand all kinds of wonderful stuff so I don't know how I'm going to get through this.  Alot of anxiety meds is all I know.  I try all their tips and it just doesn't work. 
 

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Sorry to hear about your friend\'s dad passing and your Dad\'s heart troubles. The news about your hubby\'s start date has me perplexed, hopefully it will sort itself out. Classes sound challenging, I don\'t know how you do the public speaking (I remember in High School when we did that, I practically had a stroke those days). I\'m incredibly shy, especially in front of a group of people. Always have been, I guess I don\'t have to worry about being self centered (that is such an ugly trait anyway) but I could a touch more of confidence. I do love myself, I think a lot of it is about my weight. But weight is temporary and ugly is forever (another thing I don\'t have to worry about, LOL!). I\'m so glad to know you are keeping busy with life, keeps you outta trouble, LOL!