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I'm back from my vacation.  I had a good time except for those few days where I started having a meltdown because I didn't bring enough abilify with me.  I fill one of those medicine holders...

I've been trying to do research on several things lately.  Types of therapy and I'm looking for a new therapist.  I found a good resource at psychologytoday.com via someone who posted .  They have...

My allergies are driving me crazy today....I can't stand it.  I took some meds but they are not working yet.  There is pollen and cut grass everywhere.  I keep coughing which is making me...

This pollen in the air is driving my sinuses crazy.  It is covering everything!  Anyway, I say that as I sniffle and try to blow my nose while I type this.  Despite the allergies and 90 degree...

Well I've been feeling pretty good lately.  And its about time, and just in time.  I'm suppose to go to the mountains next weekend for my 1st anniversary, I will be gone for the week and I've...

I haven't wrote in my journal in a while.  I never feel like it, and that was one of my goals was to try to get my feelings out whenever I first joined DS.  Well I've been ok this past week.  I've...

Well it was another day full of nothing. I had a bad headache most of the day and then my back started so I didn't get much of anything done.  I did take all my medicine today.   I completely...

So I feel like I''m being suffocated by this depression.  It is just never ending.  I have another appt with pdoc next Friday, I hope all goes well.  Wish me luck with it.  I'm not looking...

So I feel like I''m being suffocated by this depression.  It is just never ending.  I have another appt with pdoc next Friday, I hope all goes well.  Wish me luck with it.  I'm not looking...

Well there is not much to say because I haven't been doing much of nothing.  I have been in a deep depression and I just don't see my way out of it right now.  Here it is Saturday night and I'm...

I feel so restless tonight.  I'm sleepy but not enough to go to sleep.  I want to munch on something that we don't have..*sigh*.  I tried to do some meditation to relax my mind and that worked for...

Things seem to be looking up for me.  I'm beginning to feel better.  I guess the meds are working after all.  I just can't go to sleep tonight.  I found out a classmate from high school killed...

I was so high strung today.  Not able to sit still, not even at the computer for long.  Don't know where my mood is taking me.  I don't feel depressed, but not good enough to just go about my...

IT was hard but i did it.  I went to the next town because I didn't want anyone from around here seeing me, but I went and ate and watched a movie.  Me and my husband were the only people at the...

Still not getting out of bed much.  The meds are making me sleepy during the day so I'm going to try to take the abilify in the morning and the anti depressant at night and see if that works ok. ...