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ITs too early to be awake.  I took ambien and ativan last night and i shouldn't be awake yet!  I'm going to be bored out of my mind this afternoon and evening.  My husband has to work and I will...

Well, it was short and sweet I guess.  I fidget the whole time talking really fast and then I stop midway and couldn't remember what we were talking about to start with.  He's fervently writing...

I don't even want to watch tv. I've done a few things on the internet and now I'm just blah. I feel so hopeless and empty and really feel like crap. I can't get myself to do anything. I don't...

I don't even want to watch tv. I've done a few things on the internet and now I'm just blah. I feel so hopeless and empty and really feel like crap. I can't get myself to do anything. I don't...

Well, I was feeling better about 3 hours ago then crash. I am completely bummed. I just wish i could pull my hair out and scream and cry at the same time. I need to talk to that doc about my meds...

Seen my therapist yesterday. She gave me a homework assignment. I need to draw two circles or baskets or something and I need to write the things I want in my life in one basket and things I'm...

Seen my therapist yesterday. She gave me a homework assignment. I need to draw two circles or baskets or something and I need to write the things I want in my life in one basket and things I'm...

I feel so sad this afternoon. Feel like crawling into a ball and crying. My husband has been staying at home watching me and I'm tired of him being around, its kinda aggravating that someone is...

Can't get a doc appt earlier than the 14th. Not happy. Secretary didn't seem to care about my concerns. I'm thinking of calling my therapist and telling her. She said she could get me an appt...

Ok, I never do this, make resolutions at New Year so I will break them. But this year I need a new year and I need to find a way to leave the past behind. These are my goals for this year...and if...

I just want to be happy. I just want things to happen in my life that are good. Sure there have to be hard times but i need those good times right now.Me and my husband got into an argument today...

Well this is my first journal entry. My therapists encourage journal writing so here it goes. I've been having a bad day today. Haven't really got out of bed and did anything. I've been trying to...

I'm using my computer at my parents house.  I don't have internet yet at mine.  It is frustrating.  I feel like I don't have any support or place to turn right now when I need to.  My husband...

I'm using my computer at my parents house.  I don't have internet yet at mine.  It is frustrating.  I feel like I don't have any support or place to turn right now when I need to.  My husband...

I've got everything moved and the apt clean.  Now to do the unpacking and cleaning of the new house.  I will be able to take my time doing that and my husband is off for a week so it will be ok. ...