So far this morning
I'm so sleepy. I can't take any cold meds that have pseudoephedrine or phenylephedrine in them and that is pretty much anything but nyquil. It's really cold in this house and I don't want to get out of bed. My hb just went and sold some scrap metal, he'd been working on last few days. He only got 84$ out of it. Better than nothing but not enough for a bill payment.
I HATE that I have to get dressed and take a bath in this cold and go to this volunteer thing for 3 hours. Its part of my school credit though so..i should stop complaining. Its usually boring and the time goes by so slow. They really don't have much for me to do.
My hb will go talk to the department of labor and an attorney about the appeal of his unemployment benefits. I hope and pray that something will go right for once.
I feel like I am such bad luck. He said he was even talking to his mom the other day on MY side of the bed while she was scratching off a ticket and when he rolled over to his side she won 20$. If my husband ever scratches a ticket off around me or talking to me he never wins anything. I really do feel like a bad charm or a curse to myself and to him.
This house needs to be cleaned so bad. I started on bits and pieces last weekend but my hb wants to run outside and "work" out there instead of help and he is the one hat leaves the huge messes. dishes and soda cans everywhere. He is like a child who doesn't pick up after himself and it really gets on my nerves.
I'm trying to remember that things do come through even at the last minute with things so I'm trying not to worry excessively but its really hard not to. I'm also afraid of running out of the anxiety meds...bc withdrawal...cold turkey would be very very bad..
I can't wait for this semester at school to end so I can catch a break and hopefully gather my strength back up.
peaceandjahrmny you are still on my mind after your OD on tylenol...i know that can take a few days to have a full effect...i hope you are ok wherever you are. And all those others that have disappeared after some disturbing posts I hope you are ok.
I HATE that I have to get dressed and take a bath in this cold and go to this volunteer thing for 3 hours. Its part of my school credit though so..i should stop complaining. Its usually boring and the time goes by so slow. They really don't have much for me to do.
My hb will go talk to the department of labor and an attorney about the appeal of his unemployment benefits. I hope and pray that something will go right for once.
I feel like I am such bad luck. He said he was even talking to his mom the other day on MY side of the bed while she was scratching off a ticket and when he rolled over to his side she won 20$. If my husband ever scratches a ticket off around me or talking to me he never wins anything. I really do feel like a bad charm or a curse to myself and to him.
This house needs to be cleaned so bad. I started on bits and pieces last weekend but my hb wants to run outside and "work" out there instead of help and he is the one hat leaves the huge messes. dishes and soda cans everywhere. He is like a child who doesn't pick up after himself and it really gets on my nerves.
I'm trying to remember that things do come through even at the last minute with things so I'm trying not to worry excessively but its really hard not to. I'm also afraid of running out of the anxiety meds...bc withdrawal...cold turkey would be very very bad..
I can't wait for this semester at school to end so I can catch a break and hopefully gather my strength back up.
peaceandjahrmny you are still on my mind after your OD on tylenol...i know that can take a few days to have a full effect...i hope you are ok wherever you are. And all those others that have disappeared after some disturbing posts I hope you are ok.
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Great..my hb backed up on his trailer and put a huge dent in the side of his truck!! Bad luck.
I know when it rains it pours (((((HUGS))))).......I am fine.......I was sick a few days but am fine. I saw some of the posts others put up and it is sad.....my heart aches for them. Feeling the dread of things I know how that is and I hope all gets better for y\'all (((((BIG HUGS)))))
Thanks!