Crazy
Just ready to go home and crawl in bed and just be there. I wish I could shut this irritability off...i feel so mean. It feels like every negative emotion I have is coming out.
I feel helpless. I told my hb that I decided to get into the counseling, I have an appt on nov 15. But he acts like I shouldn't, because the social work program will find out.
Why does it have to be this way, damned if I don't, damned if I do. I have absolutely no one to talk to about my stresses and feelings. Except on here. I don't know what I will do now.
I kinda feel like just letting go of the door to my feelings, I feel like I've been holding my emotions back...I just want to say and do whatever I think or feel and just whatever.
I guess that sounds a bit impulsive...I am the most dangerous to myself and others when I am like that.
I feel like getting drunk or high or something...anything but this bad feeling I have right now.
I feel helpless. I told my hb that I decided to get into the counseling, I have an appt on nov 15. But he acts like I shouldn't, because the social work program will find out.
Why does it have to be this way, damned if I don't, damned if I do. I have absolutely no one to talk to about my stresses and feelings. Except on here. I don't know what I will do now.
I kinda feel like just letting go of the door to my feelings, I feel like I've been holding my emotions back...I just want to say and do whatever I think or feel and just whatever.
I guess that sounds a bit impulsive...I am the most dangerous to myself and others when I am like that.
I feel like getting drunk or high or something...anything but this bad feeling I have right now.
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