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So I feel like I''m being suffocated by this depression.  It is just never ending.  I have another appt with pdoc next Friday, I hope all goes well.  Wish me luck with it.  I'm not looking...

So I feel like I''m being suffocated by this depression.  It is just never ending.  I have another appt with pdoc next Friday, I hope all goes well.  Wish me luck with it.  I'm not looking...

Well there is not much to say because I haven't been doing much of nothing.  I have been in a deep depression and I just don't see my way out of it right now.  Here it is Saturday night and I'm...

I feel so restless tonight.  I'm sleepy but not enough to go to sleep.  I want to munch on something that we don't have..*sigh*.  I tried to do some meditation to relax my mind and that worked for...

Things seem to be looking up for me.  I'm beginning to feel better.  I guess the meds are working after all.  I just can't go to sleep tonight.  I found out a classmate from high school killed...

I was so high strung today.  Not able to sit still, not even at the computer for long.  Don't know where my mood is taking me.  I don't feel depressed, but not good enough to just go about my...

IT was hard but i did it.  I went to the next town because I didn't want anyone from around here seeing me, but I went and ate and watched a movie.  Me and my husband were the only people at the...

Still not getting out of bed much.  The meds are making me sleepy during the day so I'm going to try to take the abilify in the morning and the anti depressant at night and see if that works ok. ...

ITs too early to be awake.  I took ambien and ativan last night and i shouldn't be awake yet!  I'm going to be bored out of my mind this afternoon and evening.  My husband has to work and I will...

Well, it was short and sweet I guess.  I fidget the whole time talking really fast and then I stop midway and couldn't remember what we were talking about to start with.  He's fervently writing...

I don't even want to watch tv. I've done a few things on the internet and now I'm just blah. I feel so hopeless and empty and really feel like crap. I can't get myself to do anything. I don't...

I don't even want to watch tv. I've done a few things on the internet and now I'm just blah. I feel so hopeless and empty and really feel like crap. I can't get myself to do anything. I don't...

Well, I was feeling better about 3 hours ago then crash. I am completely bummed. I just wish i could pull my hair out and scream and cry at the same time. I need to talk to that doc about my meds...

Seen my therapist yesterday. She gave me a homework assignment. I need to draw two circles or baskets or something and I need to write the things I want in my life in one basket and things I'm...

Seen my therapist yesterday. She gave me a homework assignment. I need to draw two circles or baskets or something and I need to write the things I want in my life in one basket and things I'm...