1PhoenixRising1
Status: Not all who wander are lost
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- I too am finding it very difficult finding new friends. I live in a small town. I've tried looking on meetup but everything is 100 miles away. I feel like I just don't fit anywhere. I'm 37...I don't have children, so I don't fit with people my...
- How do you accept that the thing you wanted more than anything else may not happen? How do you go on with life and be happy and live? I feel like this bipolar has wasted my life away and destroyed things in my life. Even though I've been pretty...
- This is how it usually goes...Depression...Hypomania...shades of mania leading to mixed episodes then depression again. I'm just coming out of the mania into the mixed episode. And sometimes all in one month. I was hypomanic for almost a year one...
- I just flew into a crazy rage. Threw shoes pulled my hair and walked around like a maniac. I haven't had a rage in a long time. I've been completely overwhelmed with stress for a while now. School, loss of money and employment, no help from SO...
- I haven't been doing well for several months now. And I have noticed it starts in the fall months and goes through winter. I have a lot of bad memories during that time, I don't think its SAD, I think its the imprint of life circumstances that...
- I've tried to taper and failed. My husband gets a script too which I use most of. One time I had a drug screening and didn't realize the script I had was out of date because I was taking his. I went 6 days cold turkey when my drug test was. I was a...
- Fuck it fuck it all...damn page don't want to load or post....everything feels impossible...no sane ground to stand on, no stability. I thought I was past this suicide demon. But the addiction screams you'll never get away from me. So I say fuck it...
- So I've been on a downward spiral, several stressors bringing it on. I have insurance to the end of the month but no way able to pay the deductible. Plus I don't want to be put in the database as psycho. I took ambien and klonopin..don't know how...
- Well I know its late (east coast) and I haven't been on in a long time. But I've been a bit up and down lately..up right now...but I wanted to let you know that I did finish something finally and got my degree..graduated in May. Still have a ways to...
- Don't really know...guess you can't change being that way. I can be mean and vindictive to people who cross me. But children and animals...I will cry a river. I guess because they are innocent and n. eed our care and protection. We got some...
- Well thanks gor the hugs and the support. If I haven't responded back its because its been hectic in my world. My best friend's dad died, on the same day as the viewing my dad finds out he has a blockage in the upper heart and he needs a heart...
- My thoughts are dark and strange. There are things I fear I'm afraid to utter. I'm sensitive to the slightest word or look. I'm obsessing with talking to spirits or the dead. We couldn't agree on a movie or TV show so I decided I was worthless...
- Just when i needed DS the most it was temporarily unavailable. I'm not going into why my day was awful...I'm past the point of discussing it. Today..no better...the holiday hasn't been all bad...its amazing how being around family could drag you...
- I have obsessive thoughts about several different things. One thing is that I worry constantly over my pets. I'm always worried I'm not taking every precaution with them. Taking care of them is a routine I have. If We go out and its during the...
- I've waited for this time off from class...now its driving me crazy. I've run out of things I want to do. I've watched TV too much. Don't have the money to go do something. I just want to sleep the time away. I also have no energy, feel lazy...